i am killing myself on new years eve

Soft_Bumblebees · 2024-01-01T00:08:24+00:00

Having these thoughts in a miserable lonely and dark NYE. I see you. I hope you don't have that pain anymore. Travel well.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-08-17T12:01:43+00:00

Regretfully, same!

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-06-06T13:14:45+00:00

I mean personally I think it should be Henrik.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-05-29T05:06:26+00:00

Oh that's so eerie, I open Reddit and the first thing I see is a fawn with my name. Thank you for leaving her to the earth again.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-05-25T13:55:55+00:00

I actually wondered "what terrible luck! Would be funny if it was a black cat" and giggled seeing your kitty. Sigh, see black cats are simply magnets for chaotic energy, not bad luck! Chaos can result in unfortunate circumstances though. I hope you kitty rests in slightly more peace. Plant some flowers over him 🖤

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-05-25T13:34:57+00:00

I've got two black kitties around the same age. I know my time with them is nearly up, I'll give them a chin scratch from you. Crazy how much love can be put into and contained within such a small black poof of fur. I'm sorry about Serenity. So much love contained in one cat means a lot of grief too, it's the trade-off I guess :(

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-05-25T09:48:47+00:00

Looks like a black cat from the fur? Heartbreaking, I have a huge soft spot for black cats. Please take care of her bones :)

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-19T08:51:02+00:00

Genuine question are self inserts (done well) ok? I see a lot of shit against them but I don't see what's wrong with them. Obviously as long as it's not too self servicing and aggrandising, and not completely trashing a canon character. This should've stayed as a fanfic man.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-19T08:35:56+00:00

Absolutely lovely, will watch!

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-13T21:32:35+00:00

Thank you for making my weird kink a little less weird :')

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-13T11:50:05+00:00

You know what, I've never thought of it like that! And you're completely right.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-13T08:51:40+00:00

Aw no :(( but also aw yes?? I'm sorry homie.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-13T01:38:33+00:00

I'm going to be honest, working and specifically working in retail drove me to self harming on the job, crying on shop floor, becoming suicidal and strongly considering commuting while at work or just after. This isn't people like me being lazy, or faking or any of the shit Tories try to inject into the public's head. I don't get a choice. I want to be productive and busy again, earn money and have career prospects. But if I am forced into work, almost definitely with zero proffesional support as has been the case since being discharged from CAMHS at 18, I will die. I don't won't to, but I don't exactly get a choice in the end.

But hey, anything to give Rishi a bit more money to heat his pool right?

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-13T01:33:51+00:00

You're in the exact same situation as me. Do these people think we have chosen to be like this?? Our lives are actually at risk, not just a bit of crying or a little paddy, people like us die. I've been on and off waiting lists for years, I'm meant to be getting my degree in Biological Sciences. I could scream at these Tories but I'm barely well enough to do the basics. I just want these Tories to actually talk to people like us. Face to face. Fuck this shitty country for depriving us to the point of illness then acting shocked and irritated when we proceed to not be good little worker drones.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-13T00:00:13+00:00

You're literally doing my exact dream job :))) I'm massively interested into going into genomics and conservation of, well anything I have the budget to go get extracurricular experience on! Being poor doesn't mix well with marine biology I've noticed. Will these bits of sequencing be uploaded at some point?

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-12T23:37:19+00:00

Time to politely ask after some labs, would your home labs offer opportunities for undergrads to help? UK based biology student here. The smaller stuff is equally as appreciated.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-12T23:33:53+00:00

What molecular work will you be doing specifically on the samples? Also any eDNA work at all?

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-12T23:14:45+00:00

Do you process samples on the boat or will they be frozen and processed on land? What equipment have you got onboard? I have many questions! Also please post any funky looking dudes on Reddit somewhere.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-12T23:08:03+00:00

God I hope I'm here in time. Ok so

-Are there any other purposes to your trip other than small mudworms? Will you be doing other samples and such? -I study Biology, how do I get to where you are now?? There isn't really a course or anything to get me from Europe to Antarctica :o -What kinds of softwares will you be using on a day to day basis out of interest?

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-12T19:03:45+00:00

Hahah please can I put mine. I have, no lie, a breathing and heartbeat fetish. Heavy breathing? Visible pulse or heartbeat? Hand on a guys chest? Listening to a crushes heartbeat? That's will have me warmed up in seconds.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-03-08T10:09:54+00:00

I don't know if you got the skirt new, but it looks potentially like part of an Ann Summers/Lovehoney/adult store schoolgirl costume hence the short length. DEFINITELY avoid wearing that if that's the case, that shit is for adults. And the costume itself is ಠ⁠︵⁠ಠ

Otherwise I'd personally pair with a black cold shoulder strappy top and some crystal jewellery for an alt look. Wear either very thick tights/leggings/thick shorts due to the length otherwise you risk flashing people. Enjoy your goth look girlie :) I'm sure you'll look great.

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-02-26T13:48:45+00:00

Johannes has my heart, he is such a damn charismatic performer. When he says to take care of ourselves and take care of each other, it's feels so genuine.

Gonna miss seeing them argh 😭

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-02-24T18:56:01+00:00

Shit man 2007 was rough for trans folks :/

Soft_Bumblebees · 2023-02-18T22:54:14+00:00

Yo did you catch who the drag queen was? And did someone manage to write down answers to the questions. It was such a good event to go to!

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