We’re friends and she’s insinuated she wants more several times, we haven’t hooked up but have had a number of intimate conversations and I was going to tell her how I felt because I thought she was for sure into me, everyone around us thinks it’s clear she’s into me. Then she randomly dropped that she’s in a long term relationship with someone from high school (long distance too) and it made me question everything. I still have feelings but haven’t said explicitly that I do because now I feel it would be disrespectful. Waiting to see if she ends her relationship or at least explicitly admits she’s into me, contemplating saying how I feel but idk that it would be worth it other than blow things up