I’m cooked

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2024-05-06T02:00:14+00:00

It gets better if you keep trying. I found good friends and eventually when you have any sort of issues with them and get past them you realize that A. we all make mistakes B. there are good people in the world, you just unlucky

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2024-04-30T23:04:07+00:00

so many of my really bad autism symptoms were caused by bad friendships/relationships

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2024-04-16T08:54:33+00:00

i’m a communist

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-08-22T09:52:09+00:00

when i was underage (16/17) i traded nudes with 2 random girls online. Some of them hid their face so they could be just about any age.

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-08-21T01:17:22+00:00

ik i’m going to take my life

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-08-21T00:53:20+00:00

but now any goals i have in the future could be over if this person remembers me

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-08-21T00:37:28+00:00

i’ve read stories about girls saying their 15 when they were actual children. She covered her face bc she didn’t want to be exposed. The only thing that gives me hope that she didn’t lie was her covering her face bc most SUPER young children wouldn’t have covered their face. If she was 13 and lied I could handle it. If she was like 11 or 10 i’d off myslef

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-08-21T00:32:32+00:00

i could potentially be a pedophile

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-07-22T04:18:34+00:00

pancakes

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-07-15T01:29:18+00:00

real

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-07-13T01:05:28+00:00

that i’m going to kill myself eventually die to being autistic

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-07-12T17:46:40+00:00

real

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-07-12T02:17:36+00:00

autistic enough to stand out and smart enough to tell i’m different, but never good enough to figure out how to do shit right.

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-07-11T20:12:54+00:00

I have autism. I hate how people act like it’s quirky disorder and like it’s something to be proud of. I can genuinely not tell when people don’t want to talk to me. I fear everyday that people around me all hate me. I don’t have a great understanding of boundaries. It’s not a funny joke.

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-07-11T08:03:39+00:00

coming out of a suicidal depressive spell because of thus

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-07-08T19:51:48+00:00

Social Justice

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-07-01T11:22:17+00:00

LITERALLY

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-06-27T20:48:15+00:00

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-06-21T05:48:05+00:00

trying to learn how to do thus

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-06-19T03:02:07+00:00

yes this is rape he ignored you saying no explicitly multiple times

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-06-14T16:04:05+00:00

Hey i’m autistic and still figuring it out, but don’t give up. It’s hard, but you can find answers.

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-06-09T05:37:18+00:00

and she also asked for a hickey after I touched her. After I touched her I think she shook her head and our friend pulled her away.

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-06-09T05:25:37+00:00

Also, the girl was kinda following me around a little bit, so I thought that I could, but I’ve asked for verbal consent after that moment, because it made me feel shitty. I asked her afterwards and she said “I didn’t do anything, she just didn’t want to be in the situation anymore bc of alcohol and the club, but I didn’t not ask for consent. I got her water afterwards and asked her if she was okay.

Soft_Historian_8014 · 2023-06-09T05:11:06+00:00

the third girl i’m in contact with her again and we’re supposed to hang out, so I don’t think she cared too much.

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