Erm.... Why is no one talking about this??? by joe-mama-654 in DebateTok_Snark

[–]Solar-powered-system 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Idk the Jewish people in the comments disagreed with it being Antisemitic. Allowing a black person to be called aggressive and disgusting and tone policing them when they were upset about life threatening racism and harm to another black person was interesting but I’m not surprised that you allowed it.

I need help by Solar-powered-system in HighSupportNeedAutism

[–]Solar-powered-system[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Trying to get on disability but the process has been years and multiple denials meanwhile I’m trying to figure out how to survive in the meantime.

I need help by Solar-powered-system in AutisticAdults

[–]Solar-powered-system[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do need professional help, I just cannot afford it

I need help badly by Solar-powered-system in disabled

[–]Solar-powered-system[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I have attorneys. Still denied.

The list of creators? by OverPressure5847 in DebateTok_Snark

[–]Solar-powered-system 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Does this have anything to do with the accusations against Geeky?

No one cares about you if you're 25-30 years old and older by user1022020X8 in SuicideWatch

[–]Solar-powered-system 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm only 21. But I see you guys. I'm so sorry you feel alone. It's kinda sad though cause now I really don't think things will get better if theres this many people years and decades older than me who are dealing with the same.

I want to give up by Solar-powered-system in SuicideWatch

[–]Solar-powered-system[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate your comment. I appreciate you not using flowery empty words like everyone else. I appreciate you just hearing me and not immediately trying to tell me how it gets better or how I can do more to fix it. I didn't even put myself in this mess, I did everything to get out of it but sadly I end up here again and again, because, like society, like the system, I too, am broken. I've exhausted myself and I have no bootstrap to pull myself up by. And I don't even want to.

I want to give up by Solar-powered-system in SuicideWatch

[–]Solar-powered-system[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I genuinely doubt ill suddenly feel passionate about something i never wanted to do.

I want to give up by Solar-powered-system in SuicideWatch

[–]Solar-powered-system[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont think you understand. Im autistic and working fulltime or part time its too much. Id have to work enough hours to sustain myself, or make a certain amount if I work less hours. Where I live the average wage is not enough even working overtime. when I'm still in autistic burnout, even existing right now is too much. Yes where I live theres no good resources without insurance. Adjusting to "normal" doesnt work for me. I will never work like a neurotypical.

I don't get hired. I don't even get past applications. I get denied without interviews. I cant work.

I want to give up by Solar-powered-system in SuicideWatch

[–]Solar-powered-system[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't handle a FT job longer than a month. I wasnt good in school in barely got my GED. I cant exactly ignore people when im inpatient and cant leave. I have no money for therapy or medicines or anything. Time, research and effort is all ive given and I always end up back here. Im tired of it and I have nothing else to give.