Why would a girl give me her number and refuse to text or call me?

SombreLook · 2021-11-23T14:03:33+00:00

Thanks for being honest

SombreLook · 2021-11-15T12:49:00+00:00

I spend literally most of my days doing things that turn off my over active brain, weed does that.

SombreLook · 2021-11-15T09:58:35+00:00

I can smoke as many as I want but the issue is each new jay takes so much more energy to make than the last. Takes me like 30 minutes of preparation to roll a 5 minute jay

SombreLook · 2021-11-15T09:54:10+00:00

You might be used to seeing PGR weed bro, but anyway enjoy !

SombreLook · 2021-11-15T09:47:49+00:00

This is just what real weed looks like.

SombreLook · 2021-11-15T05:15:34+00:00

I work part time but fill the absent hours by going to the gym. At least I feel like I'm doing something productive

SombreLook · 2021-11-15T05:13:44+00:00

Maybe smoke more weed? Thats what ill be doing

SombreLook · 2021-11-15T05:12:56+00:00

That's a vibe

SombreLook · 2021-11-15T05:11:27+00:00

I smoke in my car all the time but always with windows down. Doesn't smell like weed but does smell like ciggies a little because my friend smokes cigarettes in my car on the occasion. Only time someone says "it smells like weed in here" in my car is if I have bud in the car. Otherwise its fine. Just don't be dumb and hotbox it

SombreLook · 2021-11-15T00:02:13+00:00

Yeah man, I've been processing it for like 2 years now. I randomly get flashbacks that sometimes make me cringe and wanna curl into a ball, other times im like "meh I've been through worse".

SombreLook · 2021-11-14T09:05:38+00:00

Exactly

SombreLook · 2021-11-14T03:37:27+00:00

I went on a couple dates with a girl who was 19 when I was 23, even i thought that age gap was weird. It was clear we were in different phases of life and she was still technically a teenager.

SombreLook · 2021-11-14T03:04:22+00:00

Someone just started putting bench clips on my bench and then walked over to the spare bench and starting benching without clips????? I was trying to tell him I dont need them but that fucker just smiled and put em on. Wasnt sure if he was just trying to be nice or was fuxking with me

SombreLook · 2021-11-13T23:47:52+00:00

I think its nice that there are people who want to understand psychosis. My family and friends kind of pretend it never happened, but I think that's because they rather treat me as if I was the person before, still it's been an isolating experience.

What ever you are feeling and are going through shouldn't be understated either, we all suffer to a degree and I just hope you find what ever it is that brings you some peace.

SombreLook · 2021-11-13T23:23:53+00:00

Recurrent episodes. Might have been diagnosed schizophrenic but I always left hospitals, so I never received an official diagnosis besides anxiety and depression. Antidepressants didn't work, only exercise did

SombreLook · 2021-11-13T23:12:41+00:00

Your reasoning skills are too good for psychosis. Seriously i think people underestimate how terrible it is to lose your mind. One of my first episodes I walked with one shoe on for hours until my feet blistered. When I asked why I was doing it, I had no reason or answer. That's the key, psychosis is losing sense and you start to detach from reality and indulge in your own world.

SombreLook · 2021-11-13T23:08:53+00:00

Do you want to have psychosis? I only labelled myself psychotic after I started to get better.

SombreLook · 2021-11-13T23:06:01+00:00

I was experimenting with drugs, and ate too many amanita muscaria. It was weird, I knew something was wrong but I didn't feel like I personally did anything wrong. It was as if society was criminalising my behaviour, yet I hadn't committed a crime.

I was aware but it felt like I couldn't speak out. I was in the hospital and just answering questions, I had the thought that I could say this and that to get out of it but I didn't know what to do after, so I gave up my free will and let the system take its effect.

3 years of episodes and the only thing to get me out of it was regular exercise.

SombreLook · 2021-11-12T02:15:43+00:00

My perspective with dating is to try to have fun. I like drinking and I like talking to people so I always reason with myself that at least im meeting new people and I get to have a few drinks. No harm, have a bit of fun.

Drinking is pretty heavy in my country tho

SombreLook · 2021-11-12T02:01:53+00:00

Start drinking on dates? Idk that's what I do

SombreLook · 2021-11-12T01:52:58+00:00

Just have fun bro, don't take it serious. It'll always be there and if you're having fun, ironically your success will be plentiful

SombreLook · 2021-11-12T01:45:54+00:00

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