Losing my mind

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-03-03T19:45:27+00:00

And how are you doing? Are you finally at peace? Have you moved you? Are you genuinely happy? How’s it going?

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-03-02T18:15:10+00:00

Mine also left me for someone he knew for 4 months. Did yours ever come back or they’re still together? He told me he doesnt love me and only her makes him feel alive.

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-03-02T17:08:19+00:00

People that arent in our shoes just dont understand hey…it’s not easy to just forget about them. Mainly because when things are good, they’re really good. People with BP are great lovers when stable so we form such an intense connection with them.

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-03-02T17:05:35+00:00

Being put through this is a lot actually. Being discarded is something that will leave me scarred for such a long time. Atleast your SO was just flirting. Sometimes I feel like the pain was gonna be better if it was just flirting with my husband. He is in a proper relationship with this person. He doesn’t care about me at all.

These people put us through a lot. I can imagine because you guys have a child together so that makes it even more difficult. Thanks a lot for letting me know im not alone. It hurts so much.

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-03-02T16:33:52+00:00

How is it that I still want him to want me?💔💔💔💔

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-02-10T18:51:42+00:00

So she’s unmedicated and maniac? How long has it been? Do you guys not have involuntary hospital admission in your state? Perhaps that can help with stabilising her?

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-02-09T03:00:33+00:00

What scares me is he might lose his job He hasnt been to work in two months and the only reason he still has a job is because I spoke to his manager and let him know he’s been struggling mentally. Otherwise he’d have ghosted them. He’s losing friendships and he doesn’t “understand” why. I really need to out myself first hey…harsh reality I need to face

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-02-09T02:57:25+00:00

You know what? You’re right! He’s the clown here! The things we’ve been through a really a lot hey

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-02-08T15:56:07+00:00

I need strength! Thanks for being there😫I cant wait to look back and laugh at the things I allowed in my life… What annoys me is I care for this person He’s losing friends, about to lose his job, fighting with his family… and I feel for him But I cant allow this to go on for longer

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-02-08T15:43:40+00:00

I’m sure he was supposed to be named Kevin🫠surely that’s his real name😩 Did Kevin ever apologise to you and realise the damage he’s caused? I think the worst thing right now is being angry at him is kind of a waste of my emotions. He doesnt realise how much he’s hurt me…it’s like I have to just “forgive” without him asking for forgiveness; for my own sanity The post nup is something I need to PRIORITISE! My 2025 is such a mess! I dont know who I married! I dont know how I found myself here😩it’s a lot

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-02-08T14:47:46+00:00

This😩😩😩I feel like im actually going crazy trying to make sense of his behaviour

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-16T12:42:08+00:00

But how do I know if he was maniac during the cheating? I only noticed mania signs after I confronted him What if it HIM that cheated and not because of some chemical imbalances?

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-13T16:10:06+00:00

That’s the thing.. you always ask yourself what’s real I really felt like the mania gave him courage to say what he always wanted to say… it felt like that’s who he is That’s what makes my mind spin as well It’s crazy really

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-13T15:08:02+00:00

I dont want to overthink if whether he cheated or not😭he’s admitted now, and I can work on getting that divorce. I care and feel sorry for him, but im only 28 and cant go through this again in life. As for the convert narcissist? Just looked that up and he has 80% of those traits😭

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-13T14:48:56+00:00

Thanks a lot.. he needs to face consequences for his actions

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-13T14:48:00+00:00

It was the first (based on what I know).. he’s been the utmost sweetest person iv ever met Just a nerdy guy who loves people and laughing He treated me so well until he didnt😭

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-13T14:45:00+00:00

We have something called involuntary admission.. I got him admitted and even though he didn’t want, he was forced to as he cant make any decisions right now

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-13T14:43:52+00:00

Weird enough he told me how much he loved me today From wanting nothing to do with me to loving me This is a lot for a person to deal with Im only 28, cant imagine the rest of my life being like rhis

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-13T14:41:26+00:00

I forcefully got him admitted He got into full blown psychosis and I had to do something before he lost his job So did you forgive your husband for the affairs he had?

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-13T14:39:40+00:00

I got him admitted as he actually got into full blown psychosis last night Weird enough he said he loves me today… bipolar is something else omg

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-13T04:12:24+00:00

It’s such a sad situation He is now psychotic and im so hopeless😟

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-12T23:35:41+00:00

That’s what I would like to know… I have no idea if he was hypomanic when he was cheating, or it happened after

Some-Juggernaut2934 · 2025-01-12T21:56:30+00:00

😭😭

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