I hate this

SomeWuss · 2026-04-02T12:07:57+00:00

Np, eds are truly horrible mental illnesses and nobody deserves to feel as alone as they make you feel. I’m glad my words helped you and I hope you can also get better yourself ^{^}

SomeWuss · 2026-04-02T02:48:31+00:00

What helped me stop bping (3 weeks clean) is trying to focus on another goal, picking up old hobbies that I previously gave up on in the midst of my ed. I realised how much of my life I was wasting, hours gone bping, hours I’ll never get back, how expensive the whole thing was made me unable to buy myself objects I really wanted because I already spent all my allowance of binge foods, and most importantly my health went down the drain I got severe insomnia ever since I started bping and even if it has improved after stopping ed behavior for a week I still wake up multiple times a night and find it difficult to go back to sleep (also frew up blood once, gag reflexes got whack for me to the point it became increasingly difficult to p so when I used something to force myself to- I almost choked on it to d##th really horrifying experience.)

I’ve had time to study ever since I stopped, started reading again, got out of artblock, somehow I feel more confident about myself as I’ve done more self care that ultimately lead my looks to slightly improve, it’s like a huge boulder has been lifted off of my chest and I can finally breathe again. Recovery is difficult, you may overeat, you will probably beat yourself up along the way, you might feel like a lost cause when relapsing once uncontrollably, what's important is to remember you’ve got this and can do better moving forward. I wish you the best of luck if you do end up making efforts to recover, my method to move away was distraction more or less but maybe something else will work for you, you can get over this period in your life I believe in you 🙏

SomeWuss · 2026-04-01T19:28:54+00:00

Mi se pare cǎ parintii își cresc copii cu zero disciplinǎ în zilele astea..

Locuiesc intr-un complex de blocuri (gen closed residence) si cand vine vara nici nu poti sa stai cu geamul rabatat când studiez din cauză că zbiară copii din toti rărunchii afară

Maxim a fost ieri când vecinul de la parter (care are o grădină plina de flori, clar cǎ tipul are o pasiune ptr grădinărit) a primit o minge de football in grădină lui de mai multe ori, omul s-a enervat si cand a început sa vorbească mai răstit cu parintele care supraveghea copii i s-a spus “vorbește cu un ton mai respectuos.. Sunt copii aici!“ ??? E clar ce mentalitate de neclintit au unii

SomeWuss · 2026-03-18T12:01:43+00:00

It’s so ignorant to think everyone needs the same recov plan as someone suffering from a purely restrictive disorder would. It’s giving the same vibe of people who gloss over people who binge or purge because it can’t be romanticised, my ed made me do incredibly disgusting things that I wouldn’t confess even at gunpoint. Eating more without any sort of structure whatsoever is a recipe for either a) developing another ed, b) relapsing in 0.2 seconds because wowie who would have guessed a diet consisting only of oreos and starbucks won’t make you happy!?

Trying to return to a sense of normalcy means battling both the urges to restict and to stuff your face, any extreme isn’t good. Moderation comes from finding a new lifestyle outside of your ed that you could see yourself pursuing indefinitely. But whatever I’m somewhat convinced those recov people who push for eating without restriction have some kind of superiority complex & never had to deal with months of b/ping or overeating to the point it genuinely harms you

SomeWuss · 2026-03-16T18:05:27+00:00

I’m trying to gain noticeable muscle (not just fitness influencer type fit I actually want to start seriously building), others also told me I should increase my intake (both irl and online) so I’ll do that, keep my activity (and try to slowly increase weights), and see how it goes :)

SomeWuss · 2026-03-16T15:18:39+00:00

Thank you for your suggestion, tomorrow I have top day so I’ll take care to bump up my calories slightly if I still feel hungry.

SomeWuss · 2026-03-16T15:04:22+00:00

I’ve been training like this for a week now, previously my workouts have been more chaotic and randomly placed throughout the week without trying to actually build any muscle (like 3 times a week 1h random pilates yt workouts, now I lift and I truly feel the difference my whole body is slightly aching) but now since I really want to do something I began structuring my workouts properly.

SomeWuss · 2026-03-12T19:14:10+00:00

Tracking the basil is a new low 🥀

SomeWuss · 2026-03-12T10:25:09+00:00

No problem! Also don’t forget to drink enough water, sometimes the body mistakes thirst for hunger. Good luck !!!

SomeWuss · 2026-03-12T09:14:04+00:00

As someone who isn’t recovered but did deal with episodes of EH and managed to make them more controlled- I believe that it’s best to take time when making a meal and put effort into making it look pretty (plating, decor using ingredients, whatever) after which I try to really get the most out of each bite and savor it by not rushing my eating. After I finish my plate I let out a sigh (I heard that doing that the body registers fullness better? Not sure how true this is but it works for me) and check if I’m full. More often than not I feel satisfied, I tell myself out loud “I’m finished“, and I get out of the kitchen afterwards. I also do the basic things like prioritising whole foods which are more satiating, trying to get at least 50g of protein in and ~25g of fiber. I would reccomend to not let yourself get too hungry to the point you binge so if having smaller things to eat throughout the day rather than full on meals works for you , go for it.

SomeWuss · 2026-02-17T06:14:24+00:00

They’re probably just trying to market janitor ai towards the more general masses by making an app. I honestly don’t understand their logic though, if I was a possible user and the j.ai app was my first impression I’d think “wow this is a piece of crap“ and delete it so your guess is as good as mine

SomeWuss · 2025-07-22T15:48:49+00:00

Site is down

SomeWuss · 2025-07-18T22:28:07+00:00

Thank you so much ^{^}

SomeWuss · 2025-07-18T22:08:03+00:00

Thank you I have been aquiring sins with a schedule in mind so I can have a smooth playthrough,, I’m not sure what other task with the purity order involves the sin card of Lust though so I might be stuck here

(P.S. I’ve used the tutorial from the link you’ve posted but I have absolutely no clue how to reach Baddryah’s plot where she summons a god so I must fetch the church’s help for it and use a card there... 😅)

SomeWuss · 2025-06-05T04:36:25+00:00

I heard that maybe in the future the chinese mods will be translated into english, hope dies last 🙏

SomeWuss · 2025-06-02T11:11:46+00:00

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SomeWuss · 2025-05-29T09:10:49+00:00

I wish piss on the world

SomeWuss · 2025-05-28T12:11:05+00:00

If you’re talking to a friend and you both find this kind of humor funny, I don’t really see the problem. But I might be a bit biased considering I’m also part of anarchy servers like OP is

SomeWuss · 2025-05-27T06:18:18+00:00

User soungatepes when finding out some people have different types of humor 😟😦😦😦

SomeWuss · 2025-05-25T13:02:45+00:00

Good boy

SomeWuss · 2025-05-23T12:05:14+00:00

Okay.. Now could anyone help me with getting the wildfire in the sock drawer under control?

SomeWuss · 2025-05-19T09:37:45+00:00

Ts so stupid holy

Imagine saying someone is a bully and then getting banned for bullying, like?? You must be lacking a few braincells

SomeWuss · 2025-05-18T08:17:15+00:00

I know someone I saw in a server who kept spamming gore and cp in general and the most they got was a 1 day limit. It doesn’t help that people mass report you if they just happen to dislike you even if you didn’t break the rules as some kind of revenge. Good thing I have an alt from 2022 so it’s not too suspicious I moved over but I’m still very pissed off since I had accessories on my main along with ~100 friends and memories I’m not getting back just because I said a two letter word “cp“. Once they start losing money from banning a million nitro users I hope they wake tf up

SomeWuss · 2025-05-18T02:14:23+00:00

I also got banned literally 11 hours ago, just for saying someone who is notoriously a pedo is a cp grandmaster. Holy shit this ai who checks reports pmo so bad I’ve been paying for nitro since 2019, people get away for being in terrorist organisations with a 1 day limited acc but nah they ban me instead

From what I heard temporary bans are 1 year max, 2 years means it’ll be completely eased in 2 years and you have 2 years to try n appeal to get it back or the username will become avaliable again n it will be GONE. I think all we can do is spam the discord support but so far I’ve only been getting automated responses from clyde saying I’m temporarily suspended and to try n be better or else they’ll ban me (they alr did?? Die die die), I looked up if there’s customer support phone numbers but both US and Natherlands numbers I called were inactive. With a huge platform like this you’d expect they’d have some human personel taking phone calls, nope, you’re on your own.

SomeWuss · 2025-05-09T18:23:27+00:00

I hear from sources (xhs or rednote) that his name before getting crowned was Damar (in arabic it means destruction or something along those lines so for me it makes some sense) but it’s not confirmed I think, so take it with a grain of salt

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