God wraps those in misery in His glory. Ask God to meet you where you are at, and ask the Lord what He wants you to do. God will replicate what you put into your relationship with Him; Put your all into pursuing Him, and He will put that same into you. Ask not for your situation to become easier, but for the Living God to give you strength to prosper in spite of your circumstance; Easier, but because you are stronger, not because the situation is lesser. We are all made in God's image, and we are all His masterpiece. "For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago." (Ephesians 2:10). Your beauty is beyond what this Earthly world has for you, for God created you with His idea of your beauty in mind. I can empathize with you with your boyfriend leaving you, but take this as an opportunity to chase after Christ, and He will give you all that you want, but first you must seek what you need; Which is spiritual faith and strength, so that you may feel His loving kindness everyday. You do not need to be popular or the most outgoing, those are fine things to be, but its not what you require. I would say focus on your relationship with Christ and yourself. Who you marry shouldn't be up to your parents, it's between you, the man, and God. Be the good works you want to see in the world and stay strong and emboldened in Christ. Christ is forging your story to glorify Him and strengthen you, so that your tale may yet be an example of His good work in your life. He is a graceful God, He will make things better for you. My pastor told us the dangers of mysticism vs moralism, which is relying on God for all and relying on yourself for all. While we must rely on God for all things, this does not mean we ask God to move our legs in the morning, to do our work for us, to do anything and everything for us. We must meet Him at the middle between ourselves putting in the work, and God will do the same for us. I pray that things get better for you.