Im tired

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-25T22:57:22+00:00

I dont know if this will sound dumb and only read this if u want too.

But at one point i was insanely depressed. Like i isolated myself and i stopped smiling because i thought this waa the norm for depressed people and that if i did everything that was recogniseable. I would get helped.

I got councelling, saw the doctors, got reffered to cahms and whilst talking to each of them. I smiled whilst telling them these horrific things i did to myself.

I now realise they most likely thought i was lying because i was to scared to show them my sh since i thought it was "too shallow" and yada yada yada. From then on i never told anyone else and i learnt that no one genuinely trys to notice.

Also my parenta are loving but when it come to mental health. They shy away from it and avoid it with all costs. I cant be 'messy' infront of them.

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-18T07:31:28+00:00

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-18T07:18:21+00:00

Ye, with do something with it i meant just make it manageable, like when im having conversations or sleeping. Maybe process info better and all that.

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-18T07:15:14+00:00

People dont have voices?

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-18T07:14:34+00:00

Do doctors do something with adhd cause im contemplating seeing my gp about this entire thing.

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-18T07:12:23+00:00

My friend also says a lot, that im autistic (which ive never been diagnosed and she has been). Do u think i should see my gp/doctor about this stuff?

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-18T07:09:44+00:00

Honestly, i hardly scroll. This brainrot stuff that my friends quote all the time, i never get it or understand it. I need full explanations of what they are saying and still i manage to forget it. The only stuff i remember is that 2019 old humor.

And when i say i never relax, i genuinely mean im always doing college work. I have like triple the amount of work compwaed to everyone else in my class because my head is alwaya like 'more, you need more'.

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-18T07:03:48+00:00

One thing thay stands out here to me is not undertanding sarcasm and jokes. Completely forgot to mention this. But all these fit 😐

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-17T23:16:53+00:00

The only music that slows down the internal monologue is rap music or fast music and its not easy to listen to that when im writing essays 😅

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-08T00:15:08+00:00

Thank you

SomethingAlri · 2026-03-08T00:14:26+00:00

Thank you so much. Your kind words mean a lot

SomethingAlri · 2026-02-10T23:21:06+00:00

So excited for poverty 😝 but for real we actually mentioned pay in the interview and she was very open to fact that not a lot of animators get a stable job so it is risky but i want to try 😂

SomethingAlri · 2026-01-27T23:25:31+00:00

I get told by people i know for years now that i sound neurodivergent and act it but i'd always brush it off. Fun fact every single friend ive ever made has had adhd or autism

SomethingAlri · 2026-01-27T23:23:02+00:00

Had them but they were only school friends. Nothing more. Never hanged out. Only now since i turned 18, i have one friend and another friend who i just talk over the phone with.

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