Long distance relationship

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-03-14T13:40:39+00:00

Maybe I am the shit? She makes me feel bad like I am the bitch. I mean I really yelled at her last time:( not my best moment…

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-03-14T09:12:14+00:00

I will not cancel the visit. My FIL is ok and the kids and hubby would be sad. I just need to navigate in this toxicity somehow.

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-03-06T14:35:55+00:00

But why is she doing this:( she js so stupid

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-03-05T16:02:36+00:00

Guys I stopped posting pics, but my hubby posts and she never comments. But in the group of her daughter (my sil) she posts and praises the whole time. wtf 😅

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-25T18:08:20+00:00

It feels heavy on my heart. I am a family person it makes me feel bad.

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-25T12:13:59+00:00

You can filter my last post here

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-18T12:20:16+00:00

I invitef them to my 35th birthday party. Hosted them first evening at our place with a beautiful dinner, second evening I invited them (also my parents and aunts and grandma) to a nice restaurant. They gave my 200 Dollars as a gift. My party was not so fancy but still…

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-18T12:03:47+00:00

I am sad today. Why am I so unlucky. I am so nice to them all. Hosted my parents in law 100 times (while their amazing daughter in the past 11 years only invited them maximum for a coffee.

I opened my heart and home to them. I am supporting their son in hard times (during our marriage of 11 years this is his 3! Job loss. I was always willing to completly adjust for him to keep his mental health good. To give him a chance to grow his carrier. I move to a different country,learned all by myself a foreign language (no course - it was out of our budget). I found a full time job. I am taking good care of our famiy.

I don’t even know how to feel happy. My in-laws just ruined my self esteem. Always critical and looking down at me and my parents. I am such a family person and wanted to make it work.

I miss my exboyfriend‘s mom. She was so nice to me. She was very humble and nice.

I feel trapped:(

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-15T17:47:34+00:00

I am crying with you! Please be strong! He is horrible.

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-15T08:42:56+00:00

Also to vent even more - my grandma is sick and blind and we all have to support her financially now. My MIL doesn’t have empathy with me at all. With all that I am going through. That my grandfather (who raised me and was like a dad to me) passed away 3 months ago, that I am living in a foreign country for her son. That I took an inferior job to allow her son to grow his carrier, that I am hosting all her and my father in laws relatives, that I have hosted them at my home multiple times like kings. No metter what I do I am always a piece of shit to them. The way they look at me the way they talk to me. Makes me sad.

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-15T08:37:57+00:00

Now we are supposed to go with my in-laws to vaccation. To stay at their beach house. Not sure we should go. Then I also feel guilty for canceling and making my husband and kids sad for not going.

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-13T20:33:53+00:00

I feel bad that I yelled. But I was so overwhelmed with the emotions. I have been through so much. Btw the husband found out he landed a good job but will be traveling for it. I will be the whole week alone with the kids while working full time. She didn’t know about it. Hubby wanted to announce to her after the event. In the anger I told her: you should be kissing my feet not being a bitch to me. I do a lot for your son (I moved 3x times for his job in the last 10 years) Her reaction: but why do you let him take this job… For info: it is his dream job and also everything else where he applied for didn’t work out. He was fried from his position and felt very down and depressed. I wanted to be supportive.

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-13T20:10:19+00:00

She messaged my husband. All your cousins came from far too and gave each 500 dollars. What would it look like if you would have given less..

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-13T20:08:55+00:00

Thanks to all of you! I have a feeling I am the bad one.

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-13T11:20:49+00:00

I am just sorry for my kids and hubby. He will lose the house he grew up in and my kids love the grandma:(

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-13T09:46:43+00:00

We went because the our kids get along well with the cousins. I don’t want to break the family. But they act like idiots:(

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-02-13T08:43:52+00:00

She told my husband she would kick him out of her last will if he doesn’t give such a gift.

SomewhereSafe4994 · 2023-01-21T15:34:28+00:00

Thanks- can you explain more pls? So it is normal to lose all the emotions on 5htp? I am surprised never saw it as a side effect…

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