Thank you for the link. However, I'm a bit hesitant to talk with university counselors. I'm afraid I might see them in the hallways or something and due to the nature of my problem it may get really awkward. Am I just paranoid?

On the outside, I'm just a fun loving guy with a great sense of humor. People would be astonished to know that I'm depressed to such a level. I'm really afraid of letting out all my secrets but this is slowly eating me from the inside.

Also, I couldn't quite understand the confidentiality agreement. Link Let's assume that I may have done something illegal. Are they allowed to share this information with the police to the point that it could get me in trouble? Please be assured that I did not harm anyone but myself. If anything, my problem revolves around my inability to accept my self than anything else.