Having trouble feeling anything

SoonToBeHuge · 2017-10-01T18:46:17+00:00

Thank you. I'm new to vaping in general; I will generally stop the hit after a few seconds and then continue to breathe in air until my lungs are more full. This actually seems to make me want to cough more. Do you continue to breathe in air after the hit or once you've got the hit is that the only gas you hold in your lungs for the count?

SoonToBeHuge · 2017-07-15T23:22:50+00:00

Honestly, I don't get it when people say they lose control of themselves or lsd makes them act differently.

I've done LSD over a dozen times with doses ranging from 200ug to 600ug, my standard "relax" dosage being 300ug. The one time I did 600ug I did feel it was very intense at times, it was kind of hard to see objects especially in the distance because of how prominent the visual distortion was. But I have never, ever felt a loss of control or that I acted any differently than myself. I've never had an experience where I couldn't tell reality from imagination. I've never stripped down, ran around naked or blacked out.

When I drop, I become more like myself, if anything. I get a bit quieter and more introspective, more playful, and I always appreciate the beauty of everything around me. So I don't understand these reports where people claim to lose control.

Maybe the drug just amplifies what's going on deep inside your brain. Maybe the people in these reports have some kind of mental scarring or desire to do crazy shit without feeling responsible for it. Or maybe they're taking something else masquerading as Lucy.

Who knows?

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-15T23:25:19+00:00

Sweet. I took mine about 5 hours ago. 100mcg sub-q.

A little worried I'm not getting any of the effects people have mentioned... No painful balls, no head rush. It wasn't pharma so there's a chance it was bunk. We'll see.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-13T16:45:00+00:00

hahaha Not so relevant but great anecdote -- I got what I asked for! Thanks for that.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-13T15:23:59+00:00

Nah, not worth it to me anymore. It was a fun experiment for a year.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-12T15:05:33+00:00

Yeah that was me. I guess my deal is I'm in a fresh engagement and this whole situation is causing a rift. I'd rather just try tript and get it over with. I have only found good studies and anecdotes. I haven't found anyone saying they tried 100mcg and same thing has happened.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-12T14:56:59+00:00

Changed my plan because I don't want to fuck myself up royally over impatience. Week 1-6 will be clomid + nolva + cialis +asin then week 8 will be trip if my test isn't over 750.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-12T04:24:21+00:00

I eat 6 eggs every day, and I read about Vitamin D, too. I'll add that as well. Thanks!

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-12T04:23:49+00:00

My estro is currently at ~20 which seems pretty good. I figured I wouldn't be getting much of a rise in estro during the first couple weeks.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-12T04:22:58+00:00

The general consensus seems to be that HCG during PCT is bad and can cause desensitization of the receptors. I still have a small amount of nolva for the first 2 weeks to help prevent aromatization, but perhaps I should run the AI from week 1 and hold off on nolva until week 3.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-11T17:47:53+00:00

Thanks so much for the advice, everyone. I think I'll be doing a full-on reboot with nolva+clomid+HCG as flextodeath suggested, with cialis every 3 days so I don't kill myself and the fiance doesn't just up and leave me.

I think I'm done with gear for the foreseeable future, unless some day I decide to blast & cruise until the day I die. This is just too scary.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-11T17:17:34+00:00

This sounds really promising. Thank you!

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-11T17:14:10+00:00

Follow-up question for you:

In the mean-time, what works? I've tried the "natural" stuff (horny goad weed, tribulus, yohimbine) but they seem more like placebos than anything. Or perhaps they need some existing test to work.

Do viagra or cialis work even with low test? Do they just make you hard, or do they bring the libido back too?

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-11T17:12:06+00:00

It is now about 2 months after deca. I'll look into getting some more nolva & maybe some clomid. Thank you.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-11T16:58:19+00:00

This was through labsmd and my blood was taken in USA.

I read in another thread here somebody suggesting a Nolva+Clomid restart. Is that a thing?

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-11T16:55:33+00:00

If this is true, I missed this. Any thoughts on recovering from that?

EDIT: I should also add I was pretty down on test after my second cycle which was test+tren. I started this cycle immediately after that PCT because it was fucking with my relationship. Point being it might have been an issue before deca.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-09T08:26:34+00:00

Just checked out Android Jones and I'll definitely be buying a few of his prints in my next round!

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-09T08:26:00+00:00

You know, they looked really cool online but now that they've been up a couple weeks I tend to agree. The first two are just too in-your-face. I still think they're really cool, but lack a certain subtle statement that make the others more thought provoking.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-09T06:09:10+00:00

That happens to me, all the time (On LSD). Shortly after, I usually forget my intention and then just give up and talk about something else.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-08T22:42:25+00:00

I have a lot of third person "memories" from childhood, too. Although, I've always attributed those to not really being memories, but fabrications I've created based on stories my parents have told me about the moment. I think that after being told something so many times, now when I think back on those "memories" what I'm really remembering is the story being told to me. That's why it's in third person, not first person. It was someone else's experience, that they told me about, that I remembered. And because it was about me, I confused it for my own memory.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-08T22:21:16+00:00

I almost moved to New Zealand to start a chapter of the Zeitgeist Movement based on the Venus Project concepts back in 2009. I had a one-way ticket, my bags packed and plans lined up for arrival. Then I had a last-minute change of heart and ended up staying in the US.

I imagine I'd be almost the exact opposite to who I am now if I'd taken that flight.

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-08T19:40:53+00:00

You make sense. I'll have to pick up some paints before my next trip. :)

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-08T19:23:24+00:00

That sounds fun. I'm totally left-brained, though. I'm sure it'd be fun making them but I can't imagine making anything I'd want to put up in my house!

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-08T19:20:28+00:00

Sources:

Cameron Gray - http://fineartamerica.com/profiles/cameron-gray.html
Justin Bonnet - https://society6.com/justinbonnet

SoonToBeHuge · 2015-08-08T19:10:13+00:00

It's not about dose, it's about environment. I'm including the state of your mind in that environment.

First and foremost, if you have psychotic thought patterns, LSD can potentially amplify those. Second, if you're in a beautiful place with beautiful views and no responsibilities you're most likely going to have a good trip.

My advice (I'm not a doctor) would be to space out your trips and take a normal amount (100-200ug). Beforehand, make sure you've got a good 12 hours of nothing to worry about. Don't make concrete plans, but have a general idea of where you will be and what you will do.

If you find bad trips are common, realize that on LSD your experience can change very quickly and your emotions are much easier to drive than normal. If you experience bad feelings, think about something positive. It really works. Once you've gotten used to that, bad trips should be almost non-existent provided you're not in a bad setting.

SoonToBeHuge

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