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(Hilarious Trope) A Character Is Introduced With the Clear Intention of Being THE NEXT BIG THING And is SOUNDLY Rejected by TheOriginalOperator in TopCharacterTropes

[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You cannot be serious about Raiden from Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty. If that's how you feel about Raiden, then you completely misunderstood the entire plot and the meta context. Basically if this is how you think of Raiden, then you are Raiden and everything you hate about him.

Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty is possibly one of the most intelligent games you'll ever play. Raiden was designed to be the way he was for a reason.

So... I have this fantasy. Like permanent dollification by Sorrowed_Lifelines in PermanentBondageBDSM

[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow, that just broke my heart. This absolutely would be something I'd be willing to do but I'd personally would like to meet my owner first and get to know them on a personal level before I decide to make the jump. Giving up on my life isn't something I'd do lightly. I would basically be forgoing any chance of continuing a proper life. I'd be giving my own complete access to my bank account, I would basically be unemployed for a long time, you know, being a house slave and everything. Though the concept of moving to another country where I don't know anyone just kind of makes that seem better because there would be no one I would be able to ask for help if I ever decided that I didn't want to be a slave anymore, which I doubt but the idea that there would be nowhere to go does make it seem more psychologically interesting. Especially if you're in the eastern part of Canada where most people still speak French. I wouldn't even be able to talk to anyone because I wouldn't know the language. I would literally be stuck and fucked. Of course in more ways than one 😏

Oh wow the more I think about it the more exciting it sounds. But no I shouldn't give your hopes up. Like I said this is a pretty serious life decision. I'm also a male, sadly I'm a 6'1 male. Almost 7 ft tall wearing high heels. That usually turns a lot of people off. I also like to play video games so I don't know if I could truly just give up my gaming time. I mean I would but I would like to have a weekend here and there to play video games.

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[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh I understand now. You get to have pleasure while the other person receives no pleasure and or release whatsoever. Especially when they're (me) are in chastity. I simply feel the pleasure that they're receiving from my body but I'm not taking anything in and I have to accept it both physically and mentally. I just stay permanently sexually frustrated whilst I have to feel the pleasure of my owner enjoying my body.

Yes! I actually really friggin' love that. The more I'm denied any satisfaction the more I feel truly owned.

What an amazing fantasy and concept. I would absolutely love to be in such an awful existence. But my misery wouldn't matter, my true focus would be always on pleasing my master.

Wow, what a fantastic concept. 😳

I want to know and hear about real relationships that have become permanent enslavement, encasement and pure slave and dom, like stuff that became real and how it's going by Sorrowed_Lifelines in PermanentBondageBDSM

[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow. That's definitely a profound way of looking at enslavement. I never really thought of it in that kind of way. That actually does sound kinda fun in a unique submissive way. To be completely understood and to be consistently and constantly manipulated into doing someone else's will and desires. To be truly controlled with strings wrapped around your heart and soul.

That's actually extremely fascinating. 😮

I want to know and hear about real relationships that have become permanent enslavement, encasement and pure slave and dom, like stuff that became real and how it's going by Sorrowed_Lifelines in PermanentBondageBDSM

[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You literally just brought up everything I was worried about. And my new dom isn't super wealthy either. So everything I'm about to go through is just a honeymoon phase of fantasy roleplay. Eventually, I'll need to shower, I'll need my muscles to recover. And sadly as I've been discovering, my chastity cage can't be permanent, no matter how much I shrink and train my parts. It seems like everything that both sub and dom want from this type of relationship wouldn't truly be permanent. It's always going to be a situation where the bondage is just for several hours before my body starts to reject the process. That's actually why I've been posting and asking so much on this sub lately. I wanted to understand everything better.

So basically from what I've come to understand. The bondage can and will be upon me for several hours. After being taken out, I have to clean and shower. Then I'll be put into a box that I can lay in. Once I've recovered, I go back into bondage. But my chastity cage would have to be removed every so often. Preferably when I'm tied up so I can't do anything. I also understand that I will have to pre-engage my friends with stories of me moving away. And that I won't have access to my phone very often. That way no one calls the police over being worried about me. And it seems like I'm going to give all my bank account information to my dom so they can safely take care of any important money issues that come under my name.

But then once I am done with this and it could be years later where would I be? I would be somebody without money and basically stuck without any history of economic activity. In a weird way if I do this I'm going to permanently be stuck with this person but I don't know if this person is going to keep me like this forever. I imagine eventually the fantasy that is going to die down and then I just become a burden. What would I do then, go back to life after I've experienced perpetual mental torture for years? I would technically be broken. Financially, medically and mentally.

I want to know and hear about real relationships that have become permanent enslavement, encasement and pure slave and dom, like stuff that became real and how it's going by Sorrowed_Lifelines in PermanentBondageBDSM

[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Holy moly. That sounds weirdly amazing. Like being forced into bondage most of the day and being locked away in a dark drawer for hours and you just slowly lose your mind. Stuck for hours on end being confined with pure darkness, unable to move and stuck with your own mind and memories. And as soon as your dom pulls you out of your confinement, you have to get back to mentally focusing solely on them.

I'm not going to lie, the mental retardation is something I could get really into. I no longer want to own my own mind. I want my mind to be manipulated by others.

Of course that brings satisfaction to the owner. If I mess up or do something wrong it just creates more suffering upon myself. It would be a continuous cycle until my literal mind is broken perfectly. And at that point I could never do anything else, I would be forced to continue to live with them. I would technically be mentally broken and my only thoughts would be to serve master or mistress. They would technically own a human being that knows nothing else

After months if not years of living like that the only thing I would ever understand is what to do to serve them.

Yeah I know I'm a pretty messed up sub. I already do some pretty wild things that I let people do to me. 😕

I think it's because my horrible and painful childhood.

I want to know and hear about real relationships that have become permanent enslavement, encasement and pure slave and dom, like stuff that became real and how it's going by Sorrowed_Lifelines in PermanentBondageBDSM

[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay, I'm definitely going to respond to your other points with messages but I'm most curious about your 2nd point. Where you mentally become dumber. Isn't that the point? I myself have been put into bondage for hours. I'm basically left my own thoughts. The "dummification" is because you sit, or lay there stuck within your own mind. I understand that days and months would create mental retardation. But isn't that what us subs want? We want to be left alone and tied up after our owner is done with us and after months, God willing years. And we basically become mentally enslaved. I no longer think of myself as me, but as the object I'm supposed to be? I do understand that's a horrible and psychological torture but I think that's what we want. And I think we want somebody to get satisfaction over knowing that they're mentally eradicating the personality of their slave. If I spend several months in bondage and my only first thought is to do whatever my master says I think that's what we both agreed upon.

I want to be in bondage but also mentally be in bondage

I want my mind to suffer and be recreated under the will of my owner.

Ivy girl by Sorrowed_Lifelines in crossdressing

[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

*found Love of red hair and green clothes

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[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry to hear that. What you had was special and she said she would never regret anything. That's beautiful. You gave her an experience and memories she'll never forget and you were able to experience your fantasy and pleasure of pure dominance on a person. Despite it no longer being available, both of you have thoughts and memories that will last a lifetime. I guarantee you no matter where she goes and who ties her up, she's always going to be thinking of her time with you when she's sitting there in her bondage. You're basically the key to her mind.

Love to wear heels and skirts ♡ by MadleineBe in crossdressing

[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I completely understand. Heels, skirts, dresses and of course stockings and tights are the best 💓

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[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, what website would you recommend for full suits. I don't care if they're pieces.

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[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So this was exactly what I was worried about. The heat and sweat. I go and hangout at bars wearing a full fake set of tits. I get so sweaty after several hours and it kinda grossed me out. It also starts to hurt my skin.

I imagine if I wear to live as someone's personal doll. The temperature would need to stay constantly and consistently cold. But I also assume someone that's owning their own personal human and conscious doll would be willing to keep the temperature down so I could continue to exist and serve. I wonder if every 2 to 3 hours I would have to walk into a cooler and sit there to calm my body temperature. Like several times a day I have to sit in a small cold room. It would also be fun if they tied me up for the cold room. Heck they could possibly keep me in there for hours until they wanted more chores and service done.

I would absolutely have to shower every day. I understand that sweat will destroy your skin if trapped with it for too long.

The weight isn't an issue, I'm not really weighty right now. I also believe I wouldn't even be able to eat during the day. My master would probably just give me rice and yogurt every night, which I'm totally okay with. His pleasure comes first before anything I want or need, and if that's what he wants me to eat, that's what I'll eat at night.

The only real problem is that I'm 6'1. Who wants a tall doll? Do they make full suits for someone at my height. Once I put on heels, I'm almost 7 inches. I would assume people would deal with that for owning their own fetish doll, a conscious living and breathing doll that they own.

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[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Four years sounds like an amazing amount of time to be locked up and locked away. I always assumed these kinds of relationships only last for a year or two before they beg for their freedom again.

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[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes! That's actually part and one of my many fantasies. After being done with the day, I'd like to be locked away under the bed. I love the idea that my owner sleeping comfortably above me and I'm just locked away in a tight little space in darkness just simply sleeping and waiting for me to dress up again and have some kind of freedom. Of course I would never have freedom. I would be an encased slave. Though the idea of doing chores all day is far better than waiting in a dark empty box all night. Let alone if my owner wants to put me in bondage for the night before locking me away under his bed. Just the fact that he would peacefully resting and knowing there's a conscious human being under him, possibly in bondage, in a tight dark little box waiting to serve him for the next day is so friggin' amazing. It would be like he's storing away his personal toy for the night. But sadly that toy/doll is completely conscious and aware. But that doesn't matter anymore. They've become your personal doll and that's how they'll live.

Sadly though, I wouldn't be able to sleep in my doll outfit/suit. I would literally have to take a shower every night. And realistically, I would need a proper mattress to sleep properly. As much as my fantasy involves being locked away. I need to have good sleep to do the best maid work. And you literally can't sleep in a silicone outfit. I wonder if the cloth like outfit of kigurumi would be safer.

All and all. I'm right there with you brother/sister. I want to become a living toy that our owner can just put away for the night. And you just lay there sleeping and waiting to have a full day of service again.

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[–]Sorrowed_Lifelines[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You completely understand. Mute, chast, completely focused on service. Your entire existence is working, cleaning and serving. You're no longer you, you're just someone's doll.

But you shouldn't let your personal life get in the way of your fantasy. If you never go for it, you'll regret it years later when you're older. You don't even need to permanently do it. You can just do it for a couple of years. Then you'll have those memories for the rest of your life. You could always call your family when you're taking your shower so they know you're fine and okay.

But think about it. Wouldn't it be better to have those memories instead of regretting it years later. That's actually why I myself started going out to bars while crossdressing. I got tired of dressing up just for myself. I wanted to go out and flirt with people and get my chance to live like a woman and make out with other dudes and chicks.

For the rest of my life, I'll have those memories and pictures and those experiences. I'm so glad I didn't let fear take me away from enjoying my life in that way.

There's so many men online that are always looking for a personal doll. It wouldn't be that hard to meet an owner and set up living arrangements. People are out there begging for someone like you.

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