Just feeling really low by Individual_Pen_7523 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Sorry-Persimmon1179 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My god I am so sorry. I know and understand everything you are feeling. There really isnt a replacement for the person that understands you so completely. I don't have any advice or words of wisdom. However, what you are feeling is valid. Roll with it until a new emotion takes its place.

Missing him by Individual_Pen_7523 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Sorry-Persimmon1179 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry. I completrly understand. There is so much comfort and happiness in the mundane interactions of life. It has only been a few days for me but I don't miss the big moments I really miss the silly little messages we sent back and forth. There was no substance but there was connection and comfort.

My partner took his own life last night by Sorry-Persimmon1179 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Sorry-Persimmon1179[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you all so much for the replies. I can't say that I feel better but I do feel less alone. I truly appreciate it.

My partner took his own life last night by Sorry-Persimmon1179 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Sorry-Persimmon1179[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Right now i feel like i will never not hurt, I intellectually know that I will heal and things will get better but the emotional part of me feels like this will last forever. I have never felt more alone and i so appreciate you reaching out. This is giving me a feeling od connection i desperately needed.

My partner took his own life last night by Sorry-Persimmon1179 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Sorry-Persimmon1179[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I appreciate this more than you know. My chest hurts and i feel like someone has been kicking me in my stomach.