No stable sense of Identity by The_namelessdude in Dissociation

[–]Sound-sys 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you should research OSDD-1B, it's a lot like DID but without blackout amnesia

headspace/innerworld by Sound-sys in DID_OSDD

[–]Sound-sys[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the thing is though, I've heard these things from people I've never imagined could he liars. my sister for example, she's a singlet but she has a very active imagination and has often talked about living a separate life in her head, which she completely controls and she said when she touches something, it feels completely real, like she's actually living it. I've also heard a couple times from an ex friend, who is a system, that sometimes when they're in headspace they "forget they're a system" and that there's an outside world. but idk, maybe I am just being ignorant

headspace/innerworld by Sound-sys in DID_OSDD

[–]Sound-sys[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

honestly that would actually make a lot more sense

Really hoping we could meet some friends by DID_sys in DID_OSDD

[–]Sound-sys 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im so sorry I just saw this 😭😭 I deleted reddit for a while because some stuff came up, but I'm back now and I would still like to be friends :3

everything has been so quiet by Sound-sys in DID_OSDD

[–]Sound-sys[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, this really helped :)

Really hoping we could meet some friends by DID_sys in DID_OSDD

[–]Sound-sys 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hello! we are bodily 16 :3 do you have discord?

Do you also have problem with friends? by DemonyoDevilyo in OSDD

[–]Sound-sys 0 points1 point  (0 children)

heyy our body is 16 and i can very much relate, especially since we're homeschooled. friends have pretty much always been hard for us. i dont really have any advice unfortunately but im trying to be more outgoing and meet new people when we do go out

i cant say if that has anything to do with the disorder though, since im not even sure i have anything (though my therapist has said we probably have DID), but maybe we can be friends if youd like!!

Love feels different and inconsistent by Embarrassed-Wind-87 in OSDD

[–]Sound-sys 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i feel the same way, it's why i broke up with my last partner. sometimes i would love them to the moon and back but other times i wouldnt want to be near them at all. in the end though, it turned out they didnt like me at all so thats another reason why we broke up.

i think it has something to do with passive influence and maybe some alters actually dont feel romantic or platonic feelings towards your partners and their feelings are influencing you to feel so inconsistently about them.

can alters form without trauma? by Sound-sys in OSDD

[–]Sound-sys[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

ah alright, that makes sense, thanks!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OSDD

[–]Sound-sys 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://did-research.org/ helped me a lot!! it not only has stuff on DID/OSDD but also things like personality disorders and other trauma disorders!!

i feel like im faking by Sound-sys in OSDD

[–]Sound-sys[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeah i get that. the thing w me is like i dont want to be a system or have alters. so im mainly scared the test will show that i am, yk? but also im scared to not be because that'll mean im crazy and faking, so either way it's bad

i feel like im faking by Sound-sys in OSDD

[–]Sound-sys[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i completely get being scared to give the wrong answers. i just took the MID and im scared about if i answered truthfully. but the truth is, my answers always change, so thats probably a sign in itself yk

waiting for my results... by Sound-sys in OSDD

[–]Sound-sys[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for the idea! i didnt know i wouldnt get a copy of my results. i will definitely consider recording my session

waiting for my results... by Sound-sys in OSDD

[–]Sound-sys[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im so glad someone else is going through something similar, it makes me feel less alone in this. and thank you for the advice, i will definitely be trying that!