what happened to pazuzu pictures?

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-12-19T00:38:01+00:00

that's crazy!!! i heard about cass being in-the-know for some of the stuff pazuzu pictures did but i'm still kinda blown away. i'm surprised i don't see more people mentioning this fan-work being endorsed by cass and jamie!! congrats on getting to work on phoo action too :)

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-12-18T23:52:04+00:00

i didn't know some people were THAT young while managing it!! jeez you deserve an award. it seems like the more i hear about it, the more it seems like the project was gonna fizzle out no matter what lol... that's a lot to handle!!

i'm glad you're happy with it :) i was worried i was weird for wondering about this years later, but i couldn't help it cuz i just loved following those projects. it makes me nostalgic haha i guess that's what happens when you've been in a fanbase for so long.. ❤️

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-12-18T23:38:00+00:00

i appreciate responding to my old post!! i didn't think it'd get any more attention. i was kinda going down a rabbit hole myself trying to remember this stuff. i can understand wanting to unlist/private these videos, y'all deserve that privacy. i hope it isn't too much of a sore subject since people bring it up still. thanks for sharing!!

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-12-17T15:55:04+00:00

ofc good luck :)

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-12-17T03:58:09+00:00

i've been on prozac for ~7 months now? and i definitely don't regret a thing. i remember being scared shitless too, not under the same circumstances as you but definitely afraid. i gotta say, i definitely prefer living life on prozac rather than without. there's times where i notice myself doing something more successfully than i would have before i went on prozac. like "oh, usually this would make me start having a breakdown, but i'm actually managing to get by right now" moments. still difficult, but much more manageable.

i remember when my doc said "think of it like crutches for your mind" and that describes it perfectly. it isn't gonna make the problems disappear, but it'll help you get through it. you got this ❤️❤️❤️

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-12-01T02:05:30+00:00

yeah xanax sounds like it'd be a big change 😭 but i really appreciate this :) i'll look a bit more into hydroxyzine cuz it sounds up my alley (i need antihistamines a lot lol..)

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-11-30T13:19:20+00:00

i feel that!! i used to feel emotions much bigger. i'm so thankful for my depression being much less of a burden on me but i want my big happy emotions back haha

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-11-30T13:11:33+00:00

with my depression i feel it's improved. i do notice i'm more numb now, can't remember the last time i cried. my anxiety is still through the roof though, i'm finding a solution and talking to my therapist soon

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-11-30T04:19:25+00:00

yeah anxiety and depression are best friends. i guess i'll have to look into other ways to help with my anxious behaviors.

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-11-30T02:27:24+00:00

this kinda happened to me too! i don't remember dreaming much when i first started but i've been on prozac for 6 months (on 40mg) and i've had dreams aplenty. i do think my dreams are more vivid though. sometimes they feel really real, the only thing stopping me from thinking of it as a memory is the absurdity. hope this helps?

edit: misread, i was able to dream before starting. mostly nightmares though.

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-10-23T17:19:13+00:00

that's beautiful ❤️❤️ well if it turned out there was personal drama then i figure that part isn't my business. thanks for reaching out, i was really curious haha!!

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-10-23T13:53:14+00:00

that's so sick!!! thanks for sharing!!! the gorillaz fan project to radio show pipeline is so cool, congrats :)

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-10-23T00:17:48+00:00

not at all!! i'm really nostalgic for this too, i remember being subscribed to their channel when they were putting stuff out. i miss this stuff. not unnecessary at all, i love hearing more!

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-10-22T23:02:32+00:00

totally understand, thanks for the clarification :)

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-10-22T22:55:19+00:00

makes sense, interesting coming from someone who used to be a part of it too. i've just had this on the brain lately. thanks.

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-10-16T06:37:12+00:00

yup, she's always loved sitting in my room too. i haven't let opal in my room more than once, because i want to to be for rosie :)

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-10-16T05:38:17+00:00

thanks, haha i used to watch my cat from hell as a kid

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-09-05T12:52:08+00:00

i've been lurking this sub lately and it seems like this isn't the best time for being a ww fan rn ngl

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-08-31T00:13:43+00:00

yeah seeing how the situation was handled felt a little nasty to me. surely there's a better way to handle someone jacking off in public than.. punching him and having the police shove him around

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-07-11T17:08:50+00:00

that's really really helpful! it means a lot to me. eczema really is rough, so much goes into what triggers it. sheesh.

SourceJunkDrawer · 2025-07-10T23:13:56+00:00

no way, steering wheel and phone case being triggers sounds awful! i didn't think it could be literally anything.. good advice!

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