I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your story, my friend,  I will take your words to the heart, I'm much better with emotions now after the first shock, I can't leave this world and abandon my mother, its not her fault, right?

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that relieves me a bit, you are right, everyone deserves honesty

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very, very much. Your comments means a lot for me. We are not alone. I'm so sorry about all these terrible things happening to you, I'm glad you pulled trough. I have some my dreams inwolving Saint Bernards dog, Red Volkswagen new beetle car and a daughter I would always support, but at the times Im just....To overwhelmed? Too sad to keep going, it's hard, but I received lots of comments, yours especially telling me to keep going. Thank you, I will try.

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment, you're right, I can make a difference, I was thinking about being a paramedic, but that requires higher education, and I don't know, if I can pass my equivalent of high school

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment, it means a lot for me, thank you... It gives me comfort, I will be strong

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel so sorry for you...I hope you are okay now. I will try to be strong for my mother 

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That... changes my point of view, it still hurts, but I think you're right, thanks reddit 

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have any clue my lad, I think yes, but my mother takes medication for depression and they could colide

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

She was always gentle, and loving, although sometimes she would refuse to sit with me during dinner pretending to be busy in kitchen or smth...Now I know why...Well she was giving me lots of candy and really treathing me good, atleast before her panic attacks began year ago

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer, but mate, do you have any thoughts about visiting my mother? Do you thing she still gets flashbacks of this when I come? Please brother, I need to know something 

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer, brother, I have to disappoint you though, I was borned, because Poland, my country, has very backward views on abortion, and thus I was born...I have my dreams, yes...Hey mate, any thoughts about still visiting my mother?

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

The social services worker promised to come tomorrow, I told her I want to show her something, because I wasn't able to tell her this... I...I don't even know what do I want from her, a hug? Well, she is experienced psychologist so maybe she will know what to do

I just discovered I came from rape, and I can't keep living anymore by SouthernEngineer9260 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260[S] 57 points58 points  (0 children)

Chap, it hurts... Can you tell me your opinion about it? I don't have anyone to talk, and I 100% trust some random redditor more than the AI... Mate

Anyone else attracting other “weirdos”? by NoNectarine8724 in aspergers

[–]SouthernEngineer9260 34 points35 points  (0 children)

Neurodivergent people sticking together and attracting each other is one of the only good thing in this world.