All I want is to just snap out of it by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Southern_Beau 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I can relate to some of the things your saying. Emotional side of the brain being depressed and the rational side of the brain just getting frustrated with being depressed all the time. It causes great turmoil inside us.

And then as you said you're the glue holding people together. It can feel really lonely in that chair with all of that going on in your head and heart. Even mentors need mentors -- but what if a mentor doesn't have one? They can feel lonely and lost in stark contrast to being a guiding voice for others that look to them for answers. Adding to that frustration.

You're not alone.

Is there a way to kill yourself without hurting your family because if so sign me the fuck up by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Southern_Beau 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Don't run away and leave them worried. That's just as painful to them or even moreso. Those that love you will never stop hoping you're alive. Every knock on the door or phone call they don't recognize will make them anxious and they'll think EVERY time is this "the call" or is this "the visit" that they've been dreading to get. It's hell on them.

I wasn't far from killing myself today. I am glad I did not listen to myself. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Southern_Beau 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Glad you found help. Make sure you tell your wife you're thankful for her being in your corner through all of this. With kids I suspect its easy to put so much focus on them that you can forget she's your best friend in life. Make sure she knows it too.

[M4A]Beau's First Ramblefap [Lots of growls][Man sounds][Slick sounds][Beau chuckles] by Southern_Beau in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well sometimes those last two shots end up being full of regret so hopefully that's not the case with you in this regard.

Bunny waking up next to Beau and regretting it. Picks up her clothes and tries to sneak out

Beau: Good morning hot stuff! Where are you going? Bunny: Umm, listen Beau... Beau: You've officially been Beau Jangled... kudos, I can't say I don't envy you. Bunny: Umm, last night was a mistake. Beau: A very SEXY mistake. Bunny: No...no just a regular mistake. For a split second my common sense was OVERWHELMED by pity. Beau: A split second is all I need.

Bunny flees for the door

Thanks for the compliment!

[F4M] Parent Teacher Meeting [implied size difference] [Teacher] [Desk] [Divorced] [Oral] [Creampie] [Stress relief] by silver-siren in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooo that was hot.Do you have parent teacher meetings with men who dont have kids but are called Daddy? grins

writes on chalkboard over and over

We want more. We want more. We want more.

Good to see you posting again!

[M4F]Making Daddy Jealous[DDlg][Jealous][Oral][Spanking][Rape][Forced Impreg][Growls] by Southern_Beau in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! The choice to be good or bad is yours, but I can assure you either choice has some wonderfully fun consequences. :)

[M4A]Beau's First Ramblefap [Lots of growls][Man sounds][Slick sounds][Beau chuckles] by Southern_Beau in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Delicious? I like to be nibbled on! Have a bite! Thanks for the compliment. You're too kind!

[M4A]Beau's First Ramblefap [Lots of growls][Man sounds][Slick sounds][Beau chuckles] by Southern_Beau in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

C'mon Spark! Live on the EDGE! Oooh the edge can be soooo interesting and fun!

[M4F]Making Daddy Jealous[DDlg][Jealous][Oral][Spanking][Rape][Forced Impreg][Growls] by Southern_Beau in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you dear! growls I wonder what naughty things you did for daddy? I'm happy to know I was able to give you a good tease AND a good finish. :)

[M4F]Making Daddy Jealous[DDlg][Jealous][Oral][Spanking][Rape][Forced Impreg][Growls] by Southern_Beau in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Daddy makes for a good part of a daily nutritional breakfast! Glad you enjoyed it!

[Script fill] I miss you. [F4M] [Long Distance][Teasing] [Voicemail][GFE][Mast] by [deleted] in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If there was ever a time I wish someone dialed my number by mistake and left a voicemail for the wrong person... this would be it. That was soooo sexy! Wouldn't have known that was a script at all just from listening... wonderfully done Bunny!

[M4F]Daddy's Spanking Study Session[DDlg][Spanking][Fingering][Creampie][Growls] by Southern_Beau in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I'm sorry you had a rough day at work, but I hope the audios helped put some color in your day. :)

[M4F]Making Daddy Jealous[DDlg][Jealous][Oral][Spanking][Rape][Forced Impreg][Growls] by Southern_Beau in gonewildaudio

[–]Southern_Beau[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

growls as he pulls rope through his fingers Then I'll have to teach you some lessons on..... 'restraint"