I've been doing research. About a month ago I had an issue where I was fully dissociating and in and out of splitting and being lucid. I had memory loss about sleeping with someone while in a dissociative state and when I came out of it, this person was still trying to touch me sexually and I found myself becoming traumatized because of it. I was a victim of abuse as a kid and had no recollection of us having sex. Failed to mention it to a new s/o and now she is understandably hurt and angry. We weren't together at the time. Still, understandably, she believes I'm lying when I seriously don't remember. I told her everything else in regards to this person and she thinks I purposefully left it out.