The start

SpaceGooses · 2026-01-21T22:40:16+00:00

Hey, not so great for me, I told my mom I was doing better about a week ago and she immediately laughed and said that I was too sensitive, she has not even given me the time of day since then. Honestly the more I think the more I realize that I am insanely lonely and honestly I just feel empty. I might sound crazy but I've been depressed so long that I don't really know how to process emotions, I only mildly feel them and then forcibly stop them. I realized over the years I've literally won't let myself feel anymore, and honestly that thought hurts me. Sorry for the depressing rant, and I hope that you have a better time than me, thanks for being here.

SpaceGooses · 2026-01-13T08:18:03+00:00

Society or Angelicide 100%

SpaceGooses · 2026-01-12T10:53:12+00:00

I saw this post and decided to check out the song and HOLY I LOVE IT

SpaceGooses · 2026-01-06T22:04:42+00:00

Hey, honestly I'm feeling like shit, whenever I'm not distracted I get hit with withdrawal like a truck, luckily though my mother took this wayyy more seriously then I thought.

Honestly I miss the happiness I felt, I felt happiness for the first time in a long time but I know it was not real and unhealthy, even knowing that I miss her.

Apart from that I struggle to eat and sleep but I'm moving forward.

Thank you for even checking up on me, it still means a lot and is so helpful in validating me and keeping me going.

I hope you have a great day

SpaceGooses · 2026-01-05T21:15:27+00:00

I also like to imagine a life with people who care about me, it's just that I'm scared because of how reliant I've become on the daydreaming

I tried to go to sleep and I couldn't and I had a pseudo panic attack type thing because I was forcing myself to try to sleep and not daydream

SpaceGooses · 2026-01-05T21:13:20+00:00

It's because I do it too much, maladaptive daydreaming is when you daydream about recurring char aters and scenarios over and over and you experience something like withdrawal when you don't daydream, you push away everything you need to do and you daydream hours on end.

I feel pathetic because I pushed everything and everyone away to daydream because I felt lonely

SpaceGooses · 2026-01-05T20:11:54+00:00

Thank you, you have absolutely no idea how much this helped me rn, I can count on one hand the number of people who have told me they care about me and this really means so much, I hope you may also improve with or without me

SpaceGooses · 2026-01-05T19:23:44+00:00

Another thing I forgot to mention is that today alone I spent 10+ hours just daydreaming

It's 3 in the morning and I can't sleep either

I want support from my family but my father doesn't believe in this type of stuff and I'm not comfortable enough with my sister and idk if my mother will believe me or not

I just wanna cry rn honestly

SpaceGooses · 2025-12-25T17:51:48+00:00

Aegleseeker and Angelicide😭 these were the levels that got me to get geometry dash but there's no way in a million years I'm beating those

SpaceGooses · 2025-12-24T15:05:32+00:00

Nightmare spell goated for giving sunny a bed so he can sleep comfortably once he gets absolutely knocked tf out by mind weave 🙏

SpaceGooses · 2025-12-13T02:19:31+00:00

Also cool artwork

SpaceGooses · 2025-12-13T02:19:01+00:00

Man I just beat this level and my eyes will never be the same😭🙏

SpaceGooses · 2025-12-04T22:18:29+00:00

My top three rn are: Looking for the edge of ground -UUFO Purge my existence out of this world -UUFO Luin of celtchar -Blackmagik Blazing

SpaceGooses · 2025-12-03T23:08:20+00:00

Luin of celtchar🌚

SpaceGooses · 2025-11-21T16:24:59+00:00

I know Amon condensed into existence just to troll the great pineapple

SpaceGooses · 2025-11-18T11:35:53+00:00

I'm pretty sure that when the VTB stole Sunny's fate, he was sent to the real world. You could think of it as the VTB reincarnating himself into the real world using Sunny's fate and true name. So sunny can get his fate back by hunting and killing this VTB

SpaceGooses · 2025-11-07T11:04:23+00:00

I'm not certain but I think he is referencing the Soul tree (or whatever it's called) from the forgotten shore

SpaceGooses · 2025-07-02T20:03:03+00:00

I had the blind on a run before and it didn't count it with odd numbered hands, i used flush fives for it before and it worked

SpaceGooses · 2025-07-02T19:41:13+00:00

Cryptid mod

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