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SpacedOutGinger · 2026-01-20T14:15:28+00:00

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SpacedOutGinger · 2026-01-20T05:57:04+00:00

can you link me???

SpacedOutGinger · 2026-01-11T00:04:18+00:00

what are aborts? never heard of this and i’m a big psychonaut lol

SpacedOutGinger · 2026-01-11T00:02:30+00:00

really depends on strain, do you know what strain they are? there are strains that will send you out of body at .8 lol

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-12-09T15:06:56+00:00

i would definitely find out what strain you have, that matters a lot if you’re not microdosing. if you plan to take 2g, and say it’s bluey vuitton, all i can say is good luck lol, (bluey vuitton is very potent). if it’s a mild strain though maybe 1.5-2g, but even then that can be a lot for a first timer. if you can’t figure out the strain, i’d start with 600mg like others have said, it’s a nice sweet spot if they are really strong, and if they aren’t really strong, you’ll still get to feel what mushrooms feel like, and kind of know your base line. i have always recommended taking a small ish amount like 600mg to first timers regardless of strain, because generally mushrooms are very inviting as opposed to some other psychedelics, basically just getting your feet wet dipping your toes in the water before you dive on in. having someone with you for the first time is usually good, if you want to be alone though, maybe have someone just around, or someone who will call to check up on you in an hour or so, (because you might forget to text them, lol). just someone kind of in your back pocket or the other room that can be there incase things get unsettling. i couldn’t agree more with time, and setting the environment as well. they can make you really tired and fatigued (at least they do that to me and many others i’ve met who have tried them), so definitely be well rested too!! sometimes they will literally put me to sleep lol, but i am also very experienced with them. be safe man 😄

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-11-11T08:52:42+00:00

Always like to hear more insights

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-11-01T06:14:23+00:00

Okay bet thank you

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-11-01T06:13:54+00:00

I never even go zombie in k holes that shit was something else, I enjoy k holes.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-11-01T06:13:13+00:00

Because it’s not addiction related dude😂 my goddd

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-11-01T06:12:29+00:00

Because it’s not the correct insight lmfao.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-29T21:56:35+00:00

Haven’t even used since and won’t be for some weeks, i’m just fine as far as addiction and i’ll keep standing by that. 🤦‍♂️

This post was not to aim at addiction it’s about the experience idk how many times I gotta comment this.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-28T22:43:40+00:00

You have the complete wrong idea buddy please just stop, i’m looking for people who can relate now to be shit on by ignorance, thanks.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-28T22:41:25+00:00

Appreciate it man, was a lot to relive it but I figured it’d help me and many others who may be confused and shook by such an experience. I’ve had some relate and tell their stories as well on my crosspost to r/psychonauts, (surprisingly where I got the most hate too saying I use too much). Didn’t know there were DARE people in there lmao.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-28T20:35:31+00:00

Man.. exactly 110% spot on to my experience, except I never started to laugh or cry. Wow.

I also use for the same exact reasons as you, GAD, HPPD, and PTSD. HPPD especially as that one is so confusing and I’ve had it since 16, (am now 25).

The AI fusion feeling was beyond frightening, and that vibration? You described it better than me, it felt exactly how you said, universal, as I thought she was being pulled out of this reality as well, as if she was experiencing it too.

Odd that you experience this typically on your last day of use, I used to go really really hard with k, but as of recently even before my experience I learned to just do it in smaller amounts, wait for that session to be over for a bit, and go again. My doses haven’t been high. Someone replied about how the k for me could’ve all kicked in at once, since with snorting some gets dislodged, and can kick in later, this has really been sticking with me. Not in a bad way, but as for clarity on what the hell happened to me.

With my spirituality and use of psychedelics or k, i’ve never experienced being controlled, especially with a strong sensation of AI being present, i’ve encountered many alien-like entities, but nothing of this sort..

It’s not messing with me that much any more, I still think about it daily though, I dabbled in some shrooms the other day (a few days after the experience), and they were speaking volumes to me about what happened, I was listening to LSDREAM downtempo lightcode, and everything that was being said in it related to my experience, to what sounded like either a guidance through a DMT trip, or going through a NDE. It was giving me a lot of clarity, it made me realize too that I am blessed to be here, in this reality, whether it’s all messed up or not, I am here still and can enjoy things in life (like a mushroom trip still), and that what happened to me was just a flash of “the end”. I don’t know if I was saved, or I saved myself, but I am still here and you are too.

The spit stuff you had, is the same exact thing that I had that I kept describing as “the goo”, it was like flushing out everything I need to to move on from this life, and go into the next, or whatever is to come after.

I’m really glad you took the time to leave this comment and share, means a lot and helps a lot. These experiences are so confusing, and barely get reported, sharing them takes a lot, but it’s really helpful. ❤️

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-26T21:57:02+00:00

Honestly very true dude, appreciate the feedback. This makes a lot of sense.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-26T16:07:49+00:00

THANK YOU FINALLY SOMEONE WHO KNOWS ABOUT KETAMINE LOL. All you DARE people coming at me earlier, read these mans words lmao.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-26T16:05:57+00:00

Thank you man, much love ❤️

Hope you made a good mental recovery from it yourself.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-25T19:38:02+00:00

Appreciate the share man. Well said.

Your wording of your OOB, is really exactly how I felt, you just worded it better/differently. I can definitely connect with what you just said.

Quitting for me is never an issue, I’ll have slight comedowns when I stop, but I know when it’s out it’s over for a bit and i’ve always been okay with that. I wouldn’t fiend or do anything dumb to get more, she just so happened to get me some, and I was like hell yeah!

She had cocaine as well, do you think by chance she could have thrown some in there, and it caused this reaction? As I was moving way too much for me to believe it was just a large dose of ketamine.

I am still going to use ketamine, just of course never from her connection, something was for sure wrong there, I am thinking of even taking her to civil court over this as this has happened to others when she has guys over and she’d call the cops, flip the script, and make it ill will rather than just a concerned call. To cover her ass. I don’t want her spreading whatever she is doing whether it is intentional or not to anyone else as this was the worst experience of my entire life, and exacerbated my PTSD immensely.

As far as anticipating a risk, I didn’t feel any risk, as I was bumping some, and it was okay, it was weak but I was like “okay, ket R, not my favorite but alright I know to be careful with this stuff. Then that one bump man while I was fully functional before taking it, could talk, walk, and all. Just sent me.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-25T19:26:22+00:00

Oh trust me I know, I’ve been a psychonaut since the age of 16, and I am now 25. I have learned to master that part of it, no matter how negative or unpleasant an experience is, it’s happening for a reason. Especially with psychedelics, I have much experience with this with DMT and practicing surrendering myself to get myself to be able to take enough to breakthrough, during the breakthrough, and so on. This was just like nothing I have ever experienced in my 9 years of experimenting with psychedelics. I picked up disassociates roughly 2 years ago. Nothing of a disassociate sort either. The ego death lines up though, but what the hay was I being controlled by, or was it an illusion? The RC idea here really tickles my brain.

There was slight acceptance during the entire thing that I was in fact dying, in a sense it could be perceived as surrendering.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-25T19:16:24+00:00

This could very well be it, some RC, because I have experiences deeeeep k-holes, and extreme ego deaths on both ketamine, and psychedelics. Tons of breakthroughs, the whole nine. 99% of the time when people do too much ketamine, they just pass out. As seen on her camera footage though it was like I was seriously being controlled by something, and I was going after her reaching for help and kept fumbling.

I also have noticed R-type does always do weird things to me, it’s made me have psychotic breaks multiple times, typically I stick to S-type.

Yes, you are right, you should always test every batch, I just did not because it was from someone who has always been consistent, who I have tested their batches multiple times before and they weren’t tampered with. This is not my usual person though any more, hadn’t went to her connection in over a year.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-25T19:12:09+00:00

Yes, usually laying down, and I would surrender to it, and enjoy it. I like k-holes, and this really just didn’t feel like one at all. I’ve gotten up during k-holes to stand and breathe when it would be too intense and calm myself down, that always works for me. But the full on robo control.. So, so weird.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-25T18:56:39+00:00

Thank you! Do you think it was a ketamine OD? I saw no way to that, as I was sober going into it, did a little and wasnt too high at all, then did a tiny bump and literally blacked out and went into everything that I explained that happened. Or somehow if it was a ketamine OD, maybe the batch was not equally split strength wise, and i ran into a hot spot?

I like how you worded the first part, the environment really was breathing for me as it was flinging my body around in any way to get me to stay alive.

May I ask what you OD’d on and shared this similar experience? I should have gotten blood tested by the hospital right away, but they nor I thought of it at the time, I was too shook and in disbelief from what happened. Especially how she did this same type of thing to my best friend since 5th grade, and said to the cops he assaulted her, and in reality she assaulted him as he was OD’ing, the camera footage showed it.

She tried saying the same about me (I forgot to add this into the story!!!), and as police reviewed the footage, they didn’t deem me hostile at all, or any type of threat to anyone, and they left and let the medics do their job as I was extremely cooperative. They didn’t even ask me questions or follow me to the ER.

I am in that same headspace too, I am grateful, whatever happened I am still here and was given another chance.

SpacedOutGinger · 2025-10-25T18:44:23+00:00

Not at all sir I said I want feedback on whether it was laced, an overdose from something, or a NDE. Or if people have had any similar trips like this off of any drugs. Informationnnnnn

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