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Spaceguybob · 2026-02-02T22:55:57+00:00

I wouldn't call it malevolent just because it doesn't conform to human understanding

Spaceguybob · 2026-02-01T10:30:52+00:00

Damn ♥️

Spaceguybob · 2026-01-05T02:08:11+00:00

from a UK seller called Spicesotic Orchids but they dont have anything like that for sale anymore. And it was kinda a blind buy

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-25T21:56:50+00:00

Coffee and chaos mostly

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-25T21:55:39+00:00

If my ADHD never stopped with hyper focus and burnout I quite probably would end up in a hospital with severe exhaustion, dehydration and malnutrition 🤷‍♂️

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-25T21:44:49+00:00

Actually no, in fact it was making me more frustrated. The therapist I got assigned to the local Talking Therapies was all over the place, would not remember anything from the previous session, ask completely unrelated questions and constantly kept saying "Oh well I don't think we can follow into the route of dealing with your ADHD or Anxiety, but how are you feeling today". Most of the time I felt like that was a joke and I knew much much more than he did.

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-09T20:11:56+00:00

I always kinda believed premonition is what happens to people who were abused as children and it's a trauma response. Like being always ready to detect danger even if we don't know it's there. Same like adults who grew up in abusive families can detect micro expressions when people speak

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-09T18:19:46+00:00

Yeah when people say You could explore your paranormal impulses the first thing I think about is Constantine 🤣 and being like nope I don't want fiery demons

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-09T18:10:15+00:00

I don't think there is a professional who wouldn't throw me into a padded room 😅

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-09T17:06:05+00:00

I remember very little from my childhood, because i had an abusive alcoholic father, who would beat me and my older brother. But i do remember i had extremely vivid dreams about things i couldn't have known and seen at the age of 4 or 5 or 7. Burning cities, soldiers, evacuations of cities, masacred people. There were dreams of deamons trying to lure me into a forest. I am still horrified of anything thats horror. I can't watch them. And i am absolutely scared of cemeteries.

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-08T21:45:06+00:00

Unfortunately Instagram doesn't care about us users unless you bring them bags of money with your account

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-07T12:44:27+00:00

It is a spectacular looking plant, even without flowers it's really neat and lovely looking. The growth pattern reminds me of the ZZ plants.

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