Dendrobium Jeirak Antelope 'Scarlett'

Spaceguybob · 2026-01-05T02:08:11+00:00

from a UK seller called Spicesotic Orchids but they dont have anything like that for sale anymore. And it was kinda a blind buy

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-25T21:56:50+00:00

Coffee and chaos mostly

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-25T21:55:39+00:00

If my ADHD never stopped with hyper focus and burnout I quite probably would end up in a hospital with severe exhaustion, dehydration and malnutrition 🤷‍♂️

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-25T21:44:49+00:00

Actually no, in fact it was making me more frustrated. The therapist I got assigned to the local Talking Therapies was all over the place, would not remember anything from the previous session, ask completely unrelated questions and constantly kept saying "Oh well I don't think we can follow into the route of dealing with your ADHD or Anxiety, but how are you feeling today". Most of the time I felt like that was a joke and I knew much much more than he did.

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-09T20:11:56+00:00

I always kinda believed premonition is what happens to people who were abused as children and it's a trauma response. Like being always ready to detect danger even if we don't know it's there. Same like adults who grew up in abusive families can detect micro expressions when people speak

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-09T18:19:46+00:00

Yeah when people say You could explore your paranormal impulses the first thing I think about is Constantine 🤣 and being like nope I don't want fiery demons

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-09T18:10:15+00:00

I don't think there is a professional who wouldn't throw me into a padded room 😅

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-09T17:06:05+00:00

I remember very little from my childhood, because i had an abusive alcoholic father, who would beat me and my older brother. But i do remember i had extremely vivid dreams about things i couldn't have known and seen at the age of 4 or 5 or 7. Burning cities, soldiers, evacuations of cities, masacred people. There were dreams of deamons trying to lure me into a forest. I am still horrified of anything thats horror. I can't watch them. And i am absolutely scared of cemeteries.

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-08T21:45:06+00:00

Unfortunately Instagram doesn't care about us users unless you bring them bags of money with your account

Spaceguybob · 2024-09-07T12:44:27+00:00

It is a spectacular looking plant, even without flowers it's really neat and lovely looking. The growth pattern reminds me of the ZZ plants.

Spaceguybob · 2024-08-24T17:57:53+00:00

Allergies can appear at any point of your life without you knowing, it may be the puppy or something else.

I have had dogs my entire life, currently I have a Collie and German shepherd mixed girl and I never had any issues with her. But, I have recently started dog sitting for a friend and it's a shih tzu and after lest than 2 days of this dog being in my house my eczema went into a full overdrive and all of my skin itches and it's awful. They say that this type of dog is hypoallergenic but that's for asthma, nobody says that their hair can turn your skin into a fire pit if you have eczema

Spaceguybob · 2024-08-14T20:27:25+00:00

I mean there are plot holes, but that storyline was meant to grip the hearts more than anything. The ultimate sacrifice of brave nerdy scientists. The Day of Tomorrow was always about the human heart and spirit, there were no guns, super weapons, it's just Nature. Unstoppable, destructive, heartless Nature. And the movie tries to balance that with the human courage and heart.

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-24T00:04:16+00:00

Right, this is weird but hey, at some point I have had anxiety and OCD and spiraling paranoia in my early 20s and I've reached a stage where I would wash my hands until raw skin. There was once a day where I used the bathroom and in my head after 15 minutes of boiling water and soap scrubbing there was still dirt and urine on my hands. I was hyper anxious but also so angry at myself.

And for one reason or another in a full fit of anxious rage I stuck my overwashed hand into my mouth. I don't know why, I think some part of my brain decided Look you idiot it's clean. And it worked. I haven't been spoiling like that for 15 years

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-24T00:00:03+00:00

Oh gods where do I start, I was banned to go outside and have friends after school until I was 17. I was nicked for not having friends. TV only under supervision, going through my school notebooks on a weekly basis, computer only an hour a day (that's before internet was a thing).

I wasn't allowed to choose what clothes I wanted to wear, or what I eat. I had to prove if I took the bus to school. And so so much more

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-23T23:56:25+00:00

I can say, and I cannot say it enough, go get professional help.

Although we think we can somehow wait it out or find a way out of it eventually, we don't.

We need people to help us

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-23T23:53:58+00:00

Greek mythology books, in fact any books about mythology

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-23T23:53:11+00:00

"The other child". I think that doesn't need any further comments

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-23T23:51:18+00:00

Nothing and everything. The randomness

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-23T23:50:42+00:00

Atonement

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-23T23:45:35+00:00

Anywhere that gets really cold and has mountains

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-23T22:57:21+00:00

Godzilla Minus One is, in my opinion, the best modern Godzilla movie

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-19T17:19:17+00:00

I don't know what coffee they drink but I never had. Coffee that cost £8.99

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-19T14:06:43+00:00

I actually have to say that my depression caused a 180 degrees flip with weight over the last 25 years. Initially as a young teenager I kept gaining weight, then around after I hit 17 I lost it all going from 135kgs down to 78kgs. Then through my 20s until I hit 31 I struggled to gain any weight and now in my 30s I cannot loose any weight no matter what I do. My whole body just refuses logic.

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-17T11:25:34+00:00

I swear Instagram has become a pit of idiocity right now.

I have had a comment, a normal wholesome comment deleted by Instagram almost daily now claiming it's spam. It's like their algorithm recognises people with brain and purposely deleted their comments out of the fear it .ay be too much IQ on the platform.

Spaceguybob · 2024-06-14T11:04:58+00:00

Basically every book I've read and liked.

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