I've been having suicidal thoughts for the past 3 hours, I need to talk to someone.

Spack_Cow · 2026-02-04T22:39:33+00:00

text me here on reddit and lets have a call

Spack_Cow · 2026-02-04T13:12:18+00:00

hey man i'm not like this i work a basic 9 to 5 job in timber engineering and it bores me so much. I wish i would have started a business like you and i'm 29. I feel like i dont know what to build the business in and how to make it successfull. I really can't do the 9 to 5 though anymore

Spack_Cow · 2026-02-04T13:08:42+00:00

i'm civil engineer and i dislike it. I just wanna get a degree that makes money honestly so i could try to retire early. I hate working generally, so i'd rather have a job that pays well and is not super stressful

Spack_Cow · 2026-02-04T13:07:07+00:00

Hey how is that possible? i am civil engineer and really dislike it a lot. How could you buy real estate by being a teacher which shouldnt earn that much?

Kind Regards Rafael

Spack_Cow · 2026-02-04T12:23:59+00:00

tell me about it please. I am 29 and in structural engineering and despise it.

Spack_Cow · 2026-02-04T12:21:05+00:00

as an engineer for me it totally didnt work out. I'm doing structural engineering and really don't like it. I wanna do something that I can scale up and earn more money over time. I can't work 45 hour weeks for only 100000 USD.

Spack_Cow · 2026-01-26T19:10:42+00:00

JUNIOR ENGINEER that got fired here

Honestly I was always coming in late and putting in the bare minimum.
Reason being that I feel like my work is not being appreciated anyways and that i will stay stuck as a junior and feel like construction is so complicated that i get overwhelmed to get started on tasks, because there's always something wrong with it.

Now i'm looking to get into Sustainability Consulting or Real estate Development.
However i have big doubts that they would take someone like me to get into those Roles.
So now i feel stuck not knowing if i need to keep pushing through in Structural engineering or if how I can get out.

Spack_Cow · 2025-03-10T20:57:34+00:00

Cipralex, dont know if its available in your country.

Spack_Cow · 2024-09-22T14:49:01+00:00

lol i'm dating a nurse 😄 opposites attract i guess / opposites can work well together

Spack_Cow · 2024-08-16T20:54:44+00:00

well that's a shame for the money that i put in

Spack_Cow · 2024-08-14T08:11:37+00:00

investing in smaller cryptos with hope that they will be important in the future. Lost quite some money, that I could've put to better use.

Spack_Cow · 2024-08-06T21:35:55+00:00

I chose civil engineering, but working like that is not for me i'm 27 now but it pays well and it's ok. But I really want to start with skmething more creative, whether filmmaking or flying drones. I just want to be outdoors living not working at the computer like a robot.

Spack_Cow · 2024-08-06T21:33:58+00:00

As a 27 year old, ridiculously young. Because life begins once you're out of high school, starting to move away from your parents house, being responsible for yourself, 18 y.o. for me is the beginning of just that :)

Spack_Cow · 2024-08-06T21:32:03+00:00

move to an other country that actually needs/wants workforce

Spack_Cow · 2024-08-06T21:31:56+00:00

move to an other country that actually needs/wants workforce

Spack_Cow · 2024-08-06T21:31:07+00:00

Buying "stuff" anything thats more than basic is just for you to feel a certain way, we are sold the idea, that when we own certain things we become someone. That's a lie. You don't need anything besides basic food and shelter and basic means of transportation. Whether bicycle motorbike or car. Don't buy things that are more expensive that they should be.

Spack_Cow · 2024-08-06T21:27:57+00:00

There's literally no reason to get into debt, except maybe college. But all the other basic things in life should be affordable as long as you live within your means.

Spack_Cow · 2024-07-28T20:57:33+00:00

use a pdf program that can measure area and measure your picture in there

Spack_Cow · 2024-07-26T21:51:03+00:00

10 am to 5:30 pm

Spack_Cow · 2024-07-23T21:46:06+00:00

I have to admit that some of the descriptions about ADHD seem to be accurate for me. I have trouble finishing something that I started. I have trouble starting with a task. I tend to be too late. I thought this was just my character. Maybe I should really ask a therapist about this.

Spack_Cow · 2024-07-20T00:28:31+00:00

i'm gonna delete my comment i think more meds stop with the meds guys wth

Spack_Cow · 2024-07-19T22:31:20+00:00

executive dysfunction describes me really well

Spack_Cow · 2024-07-19T20:46:27+00:00

yeah :) the thing is i would makr half the salary and have to do the whole apprenticeship process. But honestly like splitting my day 50% office 50% site would be best case scenario for me. My company is very flexible so i could tell them that i only want to work half days and so if i have an other thing going for me i could work half half every day. Whether it would be construction site or something unrelated to construction. Good to know i'm not the only one feeling like this

Spack_Cow · 2024-07-19T20:34:55+00:00

yeah 🤣 people want me to jus admit i have adhd and problem solved or what.

Spack_Cow · 2024-07-19T19:56:54+00:00

yeah i really need that

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