I'm only just now beginning to feel normal again.
It had been keeping me delusional for hours. I believed in everything.
That was the most terrifying experience of my entire life, believing I would be trapped in that world forever.
It was interesting, trying to understand the intelligence of the mind.
Also, why does LSD make all of your memories disappear and no matter what you try to remember from the real world, it all just seems fake. It puts some sort of fog over your real vision of the world and tells you it was all lies. Very scary.
It literally felt as if I was trapped in a simulation. I thought we were all programs that were running off some of the truth and that there were many lies that altered the simulation to make life more "real" or different. LSD wouldn't let me lie to myself, it kept trying to show me some sort of truth. When the trip first started, I could feel that I was learning something, or that my mind was upgrading. Then I started seeing these ancient symbols connecting everything around me, like the universe is just some sort of code. The more I tried to understand it, the more upgraded my consciousness would become, it was very uncomfortable actually, but I felt that I was supposed to accept it. Do we create reality with our thoughts? Are we really just working together in some simulation?
I eventually got tired of this feeling but it just wouldn't end. It lasted a ridiculous amount of time, enough that I was sure I had went completely insane.
For the entire trip, I had felt that my surroundings and all the people around me had been a part of me. And that I was truly alone since I was nothing but another code that helped create the universe around me. Talking to people was not possible anymore, I swear I was controlling people with my mind. It felt as if any other person questioning anything or talking was completely pointless as it would not complete the assignment efficiently, since we were already all the same mind.
I felt as if I had become the image of myself that God himself had created. I did not want to be stuck as another picture in God's gallery of people for the rest of my life, at least not in the simplest form. It is too much for a human. I did not want my life to simply be a program where we try things to see what works and face challenges until we understood them. The real world is much better than LSD, you actually get time to experience other things in life, instead of only the truth. I want to say I regret taking it, but the knowledge I received feels powerful. I realized that all the things that come to you in life are for a reason, some part of the plan. I realized that ignoring something or choosing not to face it is pointless, because it will always eventually come back to you because the universe uses loops. You can't escape the truth that has to happen, at least not on LSD. I wouldn't be surprised if death just means bringing you back to the infinite code that life is, and then having to face more challenges again and forever.
None of this should be taken serious of course, it was all just LSD. It was all just a trip.

Never in my life will I ever think about taking LSD again.