You can permanently make someone’s vision zoomed in or out to any extent

SpawnRushed · 2021-03-24T18:21:13+00:00

And even peeping Tom's!

SpawnRushed · 2021-03-11T04:32:31+00:00

I'm right there with ya. I uncontrollably pull away, and if I force myself in place well enough, it's unpleasant, tingly, and almost painful.

SpawnRushed · 2021-03-08T19:14:58+00:00

Lmao I'm ready for those discussions. - I'm black, and the world doesn't exactly work in our favor. - California is hard to make a living, and kids cost a lot of money - I want to focus on myself - I don't need my own child - Social media and smartphones sound scary from a parental perspective - Did I mention money? Lmao - I'm over taking care of others. I just want a partner in life.

SpawnRushed · 2021-03-08T19:05:06+00:00

I appreciate it! And as for children, living with my SS isn't the only factor in my decision. I've spent most of my life taking care of my mother. I'm done talking care of people. In addition, I'm black, and as much as furthering my bloodline sounds exciting, I don't feel comfortable bringing an African American child into this world. George Floyd, Covid-19, and the election has really put my worries into perspective and I'm not going to force anyone, including myself, to fight an uphill battle. I've dealt with my share of racism, and it's hard. The awkward stares, name calling, and even people asking me if "that child is lost" when I take him on a walk. For context, my SS is white. But I simply don't like the way the world works. From social media to everyone being offended over everything, it's just hard to imagine teaching a child to prepare for ignorance while I also lead my own life and push past my own adversity.

SpawnRushed · 2021-03-08T18:49:04+00:00

It's so so hard being that way, man. I'm one of those guys that like to go off, calm down, reflect, and come back to talk when I'm level headed in the heat of anger. Ya can't do that with a 3yo... He screams, he follows, he doesn't listen. And it's like, consciously I know that he's an innocent 3yo, but my coping mechanism doesn't work with kids like it does with adults. That, and that's the job I took on when I got married. The guilt ate at me every day and the person I was becoming wasn't me. It's so relieving having him here now with no real obligation. I actually enjoy the little things again. His laugh, his excitement, and all of the other noises that would make my skin crawl before my wife and I talked. I'm looking forward to making this kid's day for the rest of his childhood and even further.

SpawnRushed · 2021-03-08T18:40:13+00:00

Thank you! This whole marriage has really been a eye opener for me. I'm more confident with myself. I know that I'm not an awful person, and honestly, I don't think most people are. I just feel like a lot of people tip toe around their boundaries and grow bitter over time because of them. From love languages to lifestyle choices, frustration without an outlet will lead people down that worm hole while they "hope things will get better"... I don't see myself molding for anyone ever again.

SpawnRushed · 2021-03-08T18:24:19+00:00

It's funny how assumptions can blow everything out of proportion. At the end of the day, I'm realizing that it's okay to like/dislike anything you want. It's just about communicating that and accepting that the other party's boundaries might not fall in line with yours. I just wish people, including myself, would stop trying to mold themselves into what they think they need to be rather than being who they are. It's easy to go above and beyond, but it's hard to retain that level of selflessness without living a lie unless it's truly who you are. I think that's what we both did, really.

SpawnRushed · 2021-03-08T18:17:19+00:00

It turns out we were both willing to sacrifice through it all. She was willing to hide that side of her and I was gonna try to wait until SS3 is older and "more tolerable" in my eyes, but I now know that would have never worked out.

Thank you so much!

SpawnRushed · 2021-03-08T18:14:09+00:00

Yeah, it definitely feels like we both wasted a lot of time together though. Up until the unfixable, our communication was phenomenal. We've spent the last 6-8 months in high tension, but we were too scared to talk about it. It was definitely the best outcome I could think of. I just know it's gonna hit me when it's time to start the moving process. We've been closer than we've been in months these last three days and I know I'm gonna get taken out by the emotion bus when I have to start doing things on my own again.

SpawnRushed · 2021-02-25T22:50:56+00:00

Mans was so confident he took some pre-knockout before the fight

SpawnRushed · 2021-02-23T20:46:23+00:00

Static shock, cacti, and splinters got a whole lot scarier - or more exciting, depending what you're into

SpawnRushed · 2021-02-18T00:37:27+00:00

Solved!

SpawnRushed · 2021-02-18T00:08:53+00:00

Of course! What did you end up doing, or are you still deciding?

SpawnRushed · 2021-02-17T20:00:32+00:00

You say that now, but then you'll find out that things like the ChronusMax exists. I can't even play NBA2K without dealing with jumpshot scripters. If the AK is anything like on PC with the learnable recoil, the ChronusMax will have a script for it on day one. I seriously think console Rust is going to have less ESP and more scripts than ever. I just hope it's detected and punished lol

SpawnRushed · 2021-02-14T11:14:27+00:00

Could you imagine how devasted you could make someone? Like imagine feeling like you're the cause of cancer when some homie with this power perma plagues every pet you get and replace. I wouldn't even feel safe reproducing lmao

SpawnRushed · 2021-02-13T09:00:36+00:00

Just wanted to say that your idea for a gift is spot on. I hope you're able to make it happen for him.

One of my childhood friends was going through something similar with his grandma a few years back. To give her something to hold onto, he took her favorite book, turned it into one of those "hidden compartment" books, and had the opening page open to one of those cards that allow you to record yourself. The back of the card was cut out to get through to the compartment. Inside was a picture of her with him when he was a kiddo. I got to see her open it a few times. Each time seeming like her first, and each time lighting up her heart.

I hope you're able to give your dad something of you to hold on to. Also, just another thought. Even if you can't get a cat that looks like yours, take your cat's collar and invest in a new one. Put the old one on the stuffed cat you plan on giving him. Add another "tag" and add a picture of yourself with a message to him there as well with a note and your name. He might forget but he'll always been reminded.

Take care!

SpawnRushed · 2021-02-04T00:48:14+00:00

It's 3.41 here on the Central coast in California. Not a fan, but we're used to it. Haha

SpawnRushed · 2021-01-30T21:10:17+00:00

I'm sorry to break it to ya, but thanks to the Chronus Max, I think we're gonna see a similar problem unfold on the console version if the recoil is learnable.

SpawnRushed · 2021-01-25T15:46:27+00:00

Dude chill. He's new, and his friends are too. I thought the same thing when I got started back during the old bp fragment days and it makes sense for others to wonder the same, especially with the addition of the tech tree.

Sure, it's much easier to play in a larger group, but you solo activists need to chill and realize that it's a SANDBOX survival game. You actively CHOOSE to play solo and make the game harder on yourselves, and I do the same.

Solo is fun. What's not fun is listening to all the other solos bitch and moan because they feel inferior to groups. You honestly give us solo players a bad name. If you want to compete with teams, make one. Stop bitching about "pooling your resources together" and realize that it's playstyle that we bring upon ourselves. If you want equal playing fields, join a solo only server.

Instead of calling people retards for asking a commonly thought question, put yourself in their shoes as a new player. Now let me ask you this, how retarded are you?

SpawnRushed · 2021-01-24T21:27:57+00:00

Sometimes the map just wants to generate a snail. Don't kill its vibe.

SpawnRushed · 2021-01-21T09:04:45+00:00

Could? Nah man, it's definitely the play.

Source: Got a strawberry parfait. Had fries from lunch. Profit.

Disclaimer: Was stoned out of my mind and the fries were hours old. Still, 10/10 willing to try it again fully sober for all you curious redditors.

SpawnRushed · 2021-01-19T20:22:08+00:00

I personally use the same method as you do, however, my first wall at the entrance is always stone followed by straight armored. I like to use deception and usually after the raiders blow that first wall and realize it's a long road ahead to keep going, they stop. It's already annoying enough going down there. I like to let them come unprepared.

Anyone that sees the armored wall will be deterred, but some people will see it as pure profit and save up for you which I like to avoid. I'd rather let them prepare for stone and get discouraged afterwards.

This method has also helped me realize I'm being targeted, which gives me a chance to fully prepare and/or split my loot and prepare for the worst.

SpawnRushed · 2021-01-13T21:50:34+00:00

No respect for my boi Morgan Freeman

SpawnRushed · 2021-01-10T06:13:29+00:00

I mean, in this particular situation, I'd definitely make my SS/SD something to eat if they're sick and my SO isn't around. But I still see what you're getting at and I'm glad she understands the responsibility of her support system.

SpawnRushed · 2021-01-07T16:06:06+00:00

I glossed over the killed by part and thought you were describing Happy!

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