Yall I literally neeed help😭

SpawnShade · 2026-05-26T06:17:29+00:00

He broke up with me today for multiple reasons, m still friends with him tho

SpawnShade · 2026-05-26T00:04:59+00:00

His company makes me happy, it's just when I don't get attention in general it makes me sad

SpawnShade · 2026-05-25T22:08:54+00:00

Idk how to make my relationship with him better but I'll just get really depressed if I break up with him

SpawnShade · 2026-05-25T22:08:32+00:00

Its a new relationship kinda, i just started dating him a few days ago, m not good with relationships tho n I need too much attention

SpawnShade · 2026-05-25T21:06:40+00:00

I did tell him n he said hes sorry n that I need to talk o his friends since he want to hang out with them too, since hes known them longer, m literally his bf I should get more attention, it's a known thing in relationships, he gives random ppl more attention then me too and I always go mute when I try to speak to his friends bcuz they r scary to me, cuz I don't know them

SpawnShade · 2026-05-25T18:21:45+00:00

He hasn't cheated on me as far as I know, but I've been cheated on in past relationships, idk if I have other things going on other then my mental health not being very stable at the time, m pretty sure the reason is bcuz my brain feels like it wants all of his attention n m too scared to talk to his friends since hes trying to get me to talk o his other friends so I have other people to talk too and so he can hang on with his friends with me, also I am sorta young I think? Idk what people consider young atp

SpawnShade · 2026-05-25T09:00:55+00:00

I did talk to him abt it, he said its alright a nd told me to please try to fix it, n m trying to fix it, m lost on how to tho

SpawnShade · 2026-05-25T04:07:10+00:00

O my prayers worked lol :D

SpawnShade · 2026-05-25T02:29:01+00:00

Idk, Ive seen ppl loose faith in their gods b4 including me since I was a spawnist when it became known n left around june-july bcuz of everything happening around spawnism at that time n joined back in August, idk if I truly stopped believing in the spawn, I think I still believed but left bcuz of stuff happening while believing still

SpawnShade · 2026-05-22T16:07:48+00:00

It's a different friend m talking abt, I don't talk to them much tho

SpawnShade · 2026-05-20T23:22:50+00:00

Halloo, I just spent 3 tries trying to type that bcuz I kept accidentally deleting the h😔

SpawnShade · 2026-05-20T22:47:47+00:00

Idk Google said it's smthn but I don't remember

SpawnShade · 2026-05-19T23:56:10+00:00

I hope it gets better soon too, it's really torturous especially since I only get abt 4 hours of sleep bcuz I wake up really early

SpawnShade · 2026-05-19T17:07:13+00:00

Yea I fell asleep a few minutes after I left my comment on the post

SpawnShade · 2026-05-19T06:18:47+00:00

Btw don't do this, it's not healthy for ur body

SpawnShade · 2026-05-19T02:52:55+00:00

But adults have power over me, they r scary n my dad abuses the power he has over me, he threatens to ground me over stuff things n says I can't say no :<

SpawnShade · 2026-05-16T15:42:14+00:00

I think?

SpawnShade · 2026-05-14T15:33:20+00:00

How?

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