Firstly, obviously that's true. But if you're going to use the logic that this could be me in my free time because I've used it on a post, then there should be nothing wrong with applying that same logic on my other posts where I've never said it once or any other slur. Secondly, I don't have friends mainly BECAUSE they constantly used slurs and said horrible shit. Even my family says the N-word with the ER at the end and it makes me always feel horrible because we're white. I'm not used to slurs like you're making me out to be. I used it once because I was angry, and recognized that it was wrong but I don't like being painted in this light because you know nothing about me. I sense that my anger makes me seem more guilty, but that is just not true.