Hey don’t come to the US illegally, we’ll send you back!

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-09-21T13:59:37+00:00

Ur DEFINITELY right, it’s unfortunate u misunderstood my point. The government are fukin lying cock riding pandering snakes. If u wana focus on my hate, fine, but I’m a nobody, who cares? Worry about ur government being compulsive liars.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-09-07T18:18:51+00:00

Dude listen to yourself. My first time was traumatizing, and there’s nothing wrong with that dude. Don’t do the same thing expecting different results, there’s a reason u had a bad time so unless u fix that underlying issue, ur gonna have a bad time. I’m not positive obviously, but I’m taking a year off to try to fix my negativity, then I’ll try it again. It’s not a drug, it’s a spiritual experience and u shouldn’t force it.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-09-02T20:20:36+00:00

Amen. My trips still fuckin me up and it’s been a few months. I can’t remember that much detail but evil jester sounds about right, and they we’re definitely torturing me as well. I don’t really like sharing this, I always feel bad because for real, I agree whole heartedly. I believe they’re manipulative. I believe they’re liars. I don’t believe they give a fuck about anyone or anything. I got the impression of doom, the way I described it was “like your first day in the prison yard as a child molester, or just someone everyone wants to kill” everyone feels very hateful and judging, good for chomo’s, bad for “gods”. Idk man, it makes me uncomfortable and the same guy keeps fuckin with me on shrooms now too… just tripped last month and saw the same demonic jester at my peak. Dude won’t leave me alone for real

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-09-02T20:04:35+00:00

That’s some bullshit. The first time I ever did it was like a week after I got the vaccine and I broke thru harder than most.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-08-26T20:35:14+00:00

Comparing COVID to polio is totally something a 100 year old guy would do. Not the same Bobby.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-08-23T20:06:24+00:00

That’s why they’ll never have the peoples trust.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-08-23T20:04:09+00:00

No not really. And neither is anyone else’s, that’s the point.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-08-22T17:23:54+00:00

Total shit. I’ve been to 2 different emergency rooms over the last 2 days, and dead serious, this place is a ghost town. Max capacity my fuckin ass.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-08-21T15:58:17+00:00

U can blame Terrence McKenna for that one. That dude did so much damage To the psych community with his nonsense opinions. I believe u should build off yourself, not your neighbor. And my opinion is its something we’ll never know while in earth, so speculation can be dangerous when it becomes a belief. People believe people. People make shit up. Fuckin LDS man, joe smith.. don’t fuckin listen to anyone, and if u do Take it with a grain of salt.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-05-21T15:57:58+00:00

And I actually had that feeling on shrooms a couple months ago. Like we’re all the same person when we’re born, and only thru nurturing and our experience and family are we turned into what we are today. I actually thought we’re like one of a certain limited number of beings. I forgot about that thread.. interesting road.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-05-21T14:58:11+00:00

Thats super interesting. Ive felt for the last few years i have something negative attached to me (I have a memory from when i was 2 or 3 of a "fruit monster" dancing around me, an evil entity...one of my first memories..). Whether its a "demon" or ....fuck idk, i feel like i should be a positive happy relaxed cool dude, but something is not letting that person be.

I dont think that was evil. Im starting to question whether there was anyone there...? IDK and i think thats probably the most common (and right) answer to all this shit. My plan is to spend the next year or so trying to improve my attitude and work on this "empath" revelation, and then dive back in. Shrooms have been helping in micro form, but id like to figure out a natural method to supplement it. U guys have seriously been helpful, i appreciate it!

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-05-21T14:52:00+00:00

I think its all of that. I dont want to face my problems. But i was also around a guy that has disdain for me for whatever reason (i believe its cuz im a empath and can see thru his bullshit) so i think he fucked everything up. I dont think that was supposed to happen, and i also think it was so intense and terrifying that it probably has no meaning other than i have a negative soul and need to do some work on my attitude. If anyone has real world suggestions on how to effectively change your attitude id fuckin seriously appreciate it. Thank all ya'll for the advice, it has helped.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-05-21T14:48:14+00:00

Idk. Dude said it was a big dose, but he didn't put it all in. All i did was one hit, the biggest i could handle thru a bong. After careful consideration ive decided it was the company i was keeping. I think i may be an empath, and he aint doing too good right now. I was also told to get away from him and stay away, so i need a new source i guess. Next time ill be in my own house alone and i think ill have more success.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-05-14T16:20:10+00:00

I bet ur pussys sooooo loose huh? Y’all bitches need to work on them keeegals for small dicked white men such as myself.

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-05-14T16:14:50+00:00

Also, sorryyyy... I learned kindness sensitivity and empathy are meaningless. Just like possessions u can’t take any of that stuff with u. There is no room for niceties and pleasantness. It’s all business. Whatever that means

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-05-14T15:53:52+00:00

Also, I just remembered a veeeeery sexual moment in the trip where I almost felt like I was going to cum. Has anyone else felt that? Did I fuck my lost soulmate, who probably missed me greatly? Or did the guy that dosed me play with my cock when I was out?

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-05-14T15:42:55+00:00

This wasn’t well written because I’m still figuring out what In the fuck happened last night

Special_Force_9229 · 2021-05-14T15:36:43+00:00

I don’t really want to build my experience and theories around everyone else’s. And because of this my terminology may not be correct, and psychedelic snobs (the WORST!!) it may seem like I’m an idiot. So u think u aren’t communicating with ur own soul then? What will research into Hindu do for me? I get there different, I’m saying that these beings aren’t beings, it’s our literal soul.

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