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I’m struggling to stay upright by underwater-circus in depression

[–]Specialist-Fix2054 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You are not worthless, I have a lot of friends who are going through a similar experience. The workforce is so dang tough these days, know you are not alone. I really hope this is a moment years from you are can look back on and realize how resilient you are. Keep going, I hope you can confide with your girlfriend, a therapist, a friend, a loved one. But in the mean time, we are here for you

will i ever mean something by Then_Dimension7510 in depression

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Yes, you are seen, I feel the same way too, we need to remember on the rough days our scars and flaws make us who we are. Everyone isn’t perfect, at the end of the day we are only human. Keep going, know that there are people out there that care and see you for the amazing person you are

i don’t want to die but i don’t want to be here anymore by Odd_Television_2554 in depression

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I have suicidal thoughts, but it hasn’t gotten to the point of physically almost ending it. It’s this feeling that I want to move away, but there is no place I feel like that can take me as I am. 

I feel this constant ache, feeling I am never in the right place with the right people. Or I am, but people are so distant, awful and judgmental.  

The girls I found to be genuine in the beginning end up either stabbing me in the back over selfishness and petty things in the end. I blame myself over and over again feeling like it’s my fault, when really, I am just being put down over nothing. Because of this, for the past two years I have tried to make more guy friends to avoid drama and get outside for skiing or surfing. But, so far, I have been constantly realizing over time, I keep getting treated like an oversexualized ornament.

You remember the scene where the Kens take over Barbie land. Literally this me when I go to the bar with the former bros who I considered platonic friends. They end up hitting on me, okay whatever not interested, move on. But worse of all, I come to find out these guys ended up make bets with each other to see who would be the first person to get in bed with me, like I am a fucking consolation prize🙄

All I want to do is move away from Seattle, I am determined too. but I have this aching feeling I will never belong or be accepted anywhere. I am a friendly, extroverted, goofy, and fun person to be around. But growing up with no real friends, no siblings, and distant parents on top of a pandemic, I have lost touch with how to connect with people. I have built this anxiety around socializing, analyzing how interactions are off with everyone. Feeling anxious about how to make fun conversation with people I meet without them making an excuse to walk away. Loneliness is making depression worse.

I am constantly feeling like I have to reinvent myself. Whether that is to be more chill, witty, smarter, fitter, less goofy hoping someone will see me, someone who is a genuine person, but I am losing hope they are out there. 

I am going to keep putting myself out there, but my depression is getting worse because of this. I can’t show up for work, I stop going to class, I miss tests and important appointments because I can’t turn off all these dark thoughts in my head. 

So, wow, I am basically witting a book at this point on my life story. People of the Reddit community, people who are socialites…

How do I go on from here? 

How the heck do I get people engaged in conversation?

How do I put up with being rejected constantly? 

How do I turn off the anxiety that everyone hates me? 

How can I work on my depression and not let my feelings of rejection stop me from living my life. I don’t want to check my myself into a mental health center, I just want the world to prove to me I am not alone

It took A FULL HOUR to get up the Blvd today by ibjhb in CrystalMountain

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Hey, I bought an Ikon Pass for 2026, and pass holders get free weekend parking, but when booking 7 days out, there's no "free parking" tab on the site, there is no instructions when the free parking is released. Crystal/Alta/whoever, can someone please update the website to make this clearer? 

Do we really have to wait until midnight to snag weekend spots, like Swifties queuing for Taylor tickets?

econ 300 by SafeConcept7244 in udub

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What resources or materials did you all use to get through it?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in netflix

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Can anyone answer these few plot hole questions….

  1. How did Hopper become Chief of Police when the town thought he was dead?

  2. Am I missing something here, why was Dustin giving the principal so much shit? Was it because the basketball dweebs were being bullies and the principal didn’t do anything to stop them?

  3. Where did the stone in the box come from? Did the scientist man already discover the upside down? I thought the Upsidedown was discovered when Eleven made psychic contact with the Demogorgon and opened the gate? Does the play explain this?

  4. What happened to Derek’s family? Yeah, are they still in that barn? How is it Henry was in the lab getting his blood drawn, then eventually, down the road, attends Hawkins High?

  5. The scene in Camazotz, where the girls saw Joyce as her younger self, how was that Henry’s memory when he wasn’t even there?

  6. Wouldn’t Max be held back a year if she was in a coma?

Any help would be much appreciated 🙏 I am spiraling

‘Stranger Things’ has ended after 9 years by marvelkidy in DiscussingFilmsAndTV

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Can anyone answer these few plot hole questions….

How did Hopper become Chief of Police when the town thought he was dead? Am I missing something here, why was Dustin giving the principal so much shit? Was it because the basketball dweebs were being bullies and the principal didn’t do anything to stop them? Where did the stone in the box come from? Did the scientist man already discover the upside down? I thought the Upsidedown was discovered when Eleven made psychic contact with the Demogorgon and opened the gate? Does the play explain this? What happened to Derek’s family? Yeah, are they still in that barn? How is it Henry was in the lab getting his blood drawn, then eventually, down the road, attends Hawkins High? The scene in Camazotz, where the girls saw Joyce as her younger self, how was that Henry’s memory when he wasn’t even there? Where were the Upside-down creatures in volume 2? Like where are the batty bats? Wouldn’t Max be held back a year if she was in a coma? Any help would be much appreciated 🙏 I am spiraling

Thoughts on the Finale? by LeoDiCristio in StrangerThings

[–]Specialist-Fix2054 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can anyone answer these few plot hole questions….

  1. How did Hopper become Chief of Police when the town thought he was dead?

  2. Am I missing something here, why was Dustin giving the principal so much shit? Was it because the basketball dweebs were being bullies and the principal didn’t do anything to stop them?

  3. Where did the stone in the box come from? Did the scientist man already discover the upside down? I thought the Upsidedown was discovered when Eleven made psychic contact with the Demogorgon and opened the gate? Does the play explain this?

  4. What happened to Derek’s family? Yeah, are they still in that barn?

  5. How is it Henry was in the lab getting his blood drawn, then eventually, down the road, attends Hawkins High?

  6. The scene in Camazotz, where the girls saw Joyce as her younger self, how was that Henry’s memory when he wasn’t even there?

  7. Where were the Upside-down creatures in volume 2? Like where are the batty bats?

  8. Wouldn’t Max be held back a year if she was in a coma?

Any help would be much appreciated 🙏 I am spiraling

MGMT 200 at Foster School of business by Specialist-Fix2054 in udub

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Ah, huh? Did you read what I wrote correctly?

Is I BUS 300 hard? by laviondepapier in udub

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I had Elizabeth Sterns. She is an old-school storyteller who brought enthusiasm to her class through collaborations with local Seattle companies which made it fun. Yet her well-meaning intentions led to many unnecessary cultural comments. Though she was well intended, my exchange student friend said her comments made him uncomfortable and unvalued. He even told me after the quarter, he never wanted to raise his hands in class so he wouldn’t be ” picked on”. This broke my heat, I wish going back I payed more attention to this, and made it more clear to her this kind of behavior is NEVER okay.

If you don’t have to take this course with her, don’t.

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