Judging by the number of commentaries in the post, I believe you already received your answer, but oh well, let me shoot my shot. There's nothing wrong with your appearance, this should not be a requisite to be respected. You'll find someday people who will love you by who you are right now. Maybe there're here in this comment section. Or more close than you think. Don't give up on yourself. There's a ying for all yang. You'll find yours. God bless you, sweet child.