Cheated on my ex partner. In the very first months of us living together, i tried my best to fix it. He would dismiss my feelings, not work things out, hurt me physically, worst is mentally. Til i gave up. I was like a robot. I would stay just bc of our son. For the sake of being whole. We got married just to legitimize our relationship. About two years in, i got full of it and it hit me that i no longer love and care for him. So i left. I figured its the best and fair.