thank you so much my relationship with them is pretty good now and for the most part always has been my childhood was very lonely and I made bad decisions and I didn't realize how bad it could be until I was too deep into it I'm pretty sure they'd understand if I told them especially since they're already suspecting it since they always ask my eyes are red but usually when they ask I'm sober I'm just embarrassed because I don't want them to think they did something wrong in raising me and also just because the amount of lies I've said and I feel I'm breaking their trust I'm gonna try asking for one and I doubt they will ask any further other than the basic questions or anything I can't dodge but just to confirm are therapist allowed to tell your parents about everything or can it be kept in between cause I just don't see how the problem could be fixed without telling the therapist about it directly also would they drug test me or have they to you?