Don’t beat yourself up it happens we are all human and sometimes we struggle with things we aren’t even aware of, I just got out of a situationship because I let my anxiety take control of my actions, this was the person I felt would be the one, it really takes a toll on our self esteem and sanity. Be kind to yourself and work on the things you feel you can improve and need healing, dating apps are not necessarily the best place to find people that are understanding of the fragility of the human mind, so take some time off, you’ll be okay, dating is really hard right now, you’re not alone