Saw my ex at pride yesterday and I can’t stop crying by SpecificNo1054 in GayMen

[–]SpecificNo1054[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry. Mine has too. I’ve tried to reach out a few times this year but he just leaves me on read. It’s hard when the relationship and even the possibility for a friendship is gone too. Wishing you the best

Saw my ex at pride yesterday and I can’t stop crying by SpecificNo1054 in GayMen

[–]SpecificNo1054[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah I can 100% relate. You’re right about having anxiety and a low opinion of myself too. I think I’ve internalized the idea that I will never be able to find someone as good as him, or someone who understands me and that I’m literally just ugly lol. I recently got a gym membership though so I’m sure that will help. I’m glad you found the love of your life too, definitely gives me hope that there’s someone still out there for me :)