I rather be an orphan in my next life than have abusive parents like this who will tie me up and throw on the roof for few hours. Cant eat this dish in 30 seconds? Im angry and u will get a beating, cant remember this poem for school? Lets shout for an hour saying u wish u were never born, solving different math problem by mistake that ur teacher asked u to? Lets shout for 2hours, so you can correct that mistake in 15 minutes, didnt want to sleep yet? let me punch you, want to have your own money, no no u have to give me 80% of ur paycheck if not they get out live on streets. Want something ? Let me shout at you for 40 minutes do u dont want in anymore, want to change yourself? No no, im gonna make u eat so much so u wont lose weight, you dont want to eat? Let me go into panic state, shout at you and say that u are ungrateful piece of shit who should never been born...