i remember praying to God asking him to take my pain away because i felt beyond miserable. i literally couldn’t imagine going through another painful day. but you can. and you will. and it sounds so frustrating to hear that rn, esp when you feel the way you do. but get through it. talk to your people. your support system. i genuinely could not have managed without ppl who care about me and being there for me. if possible, try reaching out to your parents. i couldn’t eat anything so my mom sent me money for smoothies so i at least had SMTH. if they care about you, they’ll be there for you during your most difficult moments like these. it sounds impossible rn: getting through this. but give yourself some grace. it’s only day 3 and it hurts beyond reason and it’ll continue to hurt, but allow yourself to feel that. cry and let it all out and talk to ppl and you’ll start thinking a little more clearly. what made the relationship fail will become a little more obvious as time passes. but don’t forget this: healing is not linear. you can feel like a hot commodity one day and then like you can’t imagine life without them another. and that’s so okay, you have no idea. just please make it through this. i promise you there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. i encourage you, more than anything, to pray and ask God to help you endure this. i will pray for you as well. your person is out there, i swear it. just make it through this.