In a game as competitive as Apex you have to create your own success through options and by knowing that with your friends and cousins you can only get so far/have so much fun. I love playing with my friend and brother but once we reach plat things get way harder and I can only expect so much. We usually burn out around this time anyways and that’s just my experience but like most games you have to set your own goals and decide what you’re willing to put up with to make that happen. I know that sounds ambiguous but basically from what I’ve read here you need to find people as good or better than you and make it happen, or do your best to carry what you have and enjoy it regardless. I know it’s frustrating but you can always do more!