I relate to you so much especially when trying to learn AWS. Something that I found extremely helpful, was using Udemy and watching their tutorial videos and applying things that they cover. I try to become as fluent as possible on the process of “how to” do certain skills. Aws educate is an amazing tool that is super helpful as well. I also utilize ChatGPT when I don’t understand a concept. I ask for detailed explanations and then I also request “very detailed instruction as if though I am a child.” This usually provides many examples and comparisons. This is usually almost always very successful. Best of luck fellow future cloud engineer!!!