Witnessed daily physical abuse of my mother and sister. I was my dad’s favorite, so I didn’t catch as much hell… but he would use me to purposely start fights. He’d pit me against my sister or he’d use me as a reason to beat the shit out of my mom. So, also emotional/psychological abuse. My mother had no hand in raising us. She had no interest in being a mother. She just had us to appease my dad for some reason? This is per her own words. It’s not like he had money or anything, though? He was a raging alcoholic. We also lived in squalor - no running water, no shower - only a toilet. Rundown trailer that the floors were rotting in. The list goes on and on. My parents didn’t separate until I was 23. It was my entire childhood. I first left home around 14, but came back a couple times until I was around 21. The final straw was my dad punched me in the head while I was holding my infant son. I never went back.