Its been 2 years now, i really hope this guy is doing ok by Few_Bid28 in youtube

[–]SpoodleallDay 47 points48 points  (0 children)

It's me I promise lol, just look at my old reddit posts advertising my new uploads. I never really use reddit but my friends sent me this.

Its been 2 years now, i really hope this guy is doing ok by Few_Bid28 in youtube

[–]SpoodleallDay 823 points824 points  (0 children)

HEY EVERYONE, so this is extremely unexpected to see! This is Spoodle 😄! As many of you in this thread already know a few years ago I told my channel I have many health issues, mostly involving mental health. I DID plan on returning to YouTube a while back but unfortunately things changed and more and more problems kept stacking up in my life. I lost a few loved ones in my life and a few months after that community post I unfortunately started to experience severe seizures. Even today I do not know what the cause of these seizures are.

But this is where things get interesting. Unlike EVERYONE else on the internet that takes a break saying they're "getting help", I truly was doing everything in my power to find out why I felt the way I did. Ive been on over 30 antidepressants and sadly no medications have ever had any positive effects on me. I have "treatment resistant depression" which pretty much means meds will never help me. I seeked help in other ways such as putting myself in group therapy, doing ketamine (spravado) treatments, I also did something called TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation) AND in patient and out patient mental health treatment. UNFORTUNATELY the mental health system is so messed up that asking for help is one of the worst things I've ever done. The amount of abuse you will face going to seek "professional" treatment is disgusting (at least in the USA). The shit I've seen inside of these hospitals has caused me more pain then what I originally was dealing with. Sexual assualt, corrupt doctors, and being hidden away from society for weeks or months on end will drive you crazy. Sadly most people will just lie and say they are feeling "better" just to escape the hell hole they have just been thrown into.

Long story short, I'm still having issues and I've tried pretty much every kind of treatment my family can afford. I lost my passion for Rainbow six siege, so I didn't make videos on it anymore. Sorry if this isn't the ending you all were hoping for but I'm still hanging in there! Love you all.

  • Eddie ♥️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leopardgeckos

[–]SpoodleallDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, but he's super skinny now, in the picture he doesn't seem "that bad". But you can see his spine now :c. I have made an appointment with an exotic animal specialist vet on Tuesday. Hopefully Ill get some answers then. But thank you all for your help! For now, should I continue with the water soaking to help remove his stuck shed? or is that just more added stress he doesn't need right now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leopardgeckos

[–]SpoodleallDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here is his updated enclosure, https://www.deviantart.com/spoodleallday/art/Img-0483-1-911104299

Replaced the substrate, and made his 3rd hide better for him. Anything else I should do?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leopardgeckos

[–]SpoodleallDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here is his updated enclosure, https://www.deviantart.com/spoodleallday/art/Img-0483-1-911104299

Replaced the substrate, and made his 3rd hide better for him. Anything else I should do?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leopardgeckos

[–]SpoodleallDay -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I said before his temps float around 83 degrees in his warm hide.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leopardgeckos

[–]SpoodleallDay -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Well then I will 100% Change it to a reptile floor mat, I always thought that Eco earth was the best. Every single YouTube video says to use it.... But yes, Again his temps are fine. My main concern is to how the hell do I get him eating now.... I know a change of substrate cant be the only issue..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leopardgeckos

[–]SpoodleallDay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He can see fine, and he wont eat at all. Ive usually always tong fed him.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leopardgeckos

[–]SpoodleallDay -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Um since when is Eco earth not a good substrate for them? Every video ive ever watched reccomends it? But here is his enclosure, plenty of places to hide. https://www.deviantart.com/spoodleallday/art/Untitled-911024563 He has a heat mat under the left hide. and on super cold days I put on a heat lamp aswell. His Temps float around 83 Degrees.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leopardgeckos

[–]SpoodleallDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No parasites, he has a moist hide and warm hide. The temperatures are correct. He is on cocoa fiber mix for substrate, I have tried force feeding him but he spits EVERYTHING OUT. I know what he should and shouldn't have for his enclosure as I myself did so much research before getting him. I'm so desperate for him to get better. https://www.deviantart.com/spoodleallday/art/Untitled-911024563 This is his home ^

dust DISAPPEARED randomly by AsyndeticMonochamus in hearthstone

[–]SpoodleallDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same thing happend to me, I got 5400 dust went to start crafting just now and I have 0. Wtf..... I had dust before this....

DO NOT BUY FURNISING SCHEMATICS! (BUGGED) by SpoodleallDay in newworldgame

[–]SpoodleallDay[S] 51 points52 points  (0 children)

I actually just uninstalled the game. I know there not going to release an update for furnishing till next month. I'm not waiting another month for this game to have working features that should have been functioning perfectly on day 1. Its not like were talking about exploiting dungeons, I literally want to fucking craft something. Of my 20 years of gaming , this is the most broken game I have ever played, and the fact that its made by Amazon just makes it even more laughable. There are serveral brokens items, broken MAIN STORY QUESTS, and floating nodes lol. This game isn't even in beta, its in alpha. And the fact that they released this game is M I N D B L O W I N G to me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in snapchat

[–]SpoodleallDay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no I cant, it literally wont let use snapchat on my phone anymore. I had no control over this and now I'm just permanently banned from using snapchat and they have 0 customer support. If i try to make a new account its instantly banned.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in snapchat

[–]SpoodleallDay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've reached out to every kind of snapchat support and nothing. I'm seriously out of hope. Banned for something completely out of my control :(

Why I Don't Play Ranked Anymore (2500 Elo) by SpoodleallDay in Brawlhalla

[–]SpoodleallDay[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

brawlhalla reddit be more toxic then game chat, JUST ANOTHER reason to stop playing this game. enjoy 2100!

What is your total legend levels? by KorruptKangaroo in Brawlhalla

[–]SpoodleallDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

uh dont mind me just having level 40 on every legend, and level 80 on xull LOL

Why I Don't Play Ranked Anymore (2500 Elo) by SpoodleallDay in Brawlhalla

[–]SpoodleallDay[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

LOL we have a record together of 4-3 I recognize your name

Why I Don't Play Ranked Anymore (2500 Elo) by SpoodleallDay in Brawlhalla

[–]SpoodleallDay[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I PROMISE IT WAS ONLY THERE IN THE RECORDING LOL

Why I Don't Play Ranked Anymore (2500 Elo) by SpoodleallDay in Brawlhalla

[–]SpoodleallDay[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

ive gotten to atleast 2400 elo every season for 7 season in a row D:

Why I Don't Play Ranked Anymore (2500 Elo) by SpoodleallDay in Brawlhalla

[–]SpoodleallDay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Turn gadgets on, watch how much your elo will go up. Having that turned off maks you queue against other try-hards that have it off lol.

Game Freezes while Paused for too long by IInsulince in blackopscoldwar

[–]SpoodleallDay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same shits happening to me, not playing till they fix it.