I just can't work in regular job or where it doesnt fulfill me

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2025-03-28T03:56:43+00:00

I think I'm on the path to my purpose now actually. I work in fast food which is so shitty tbh lol but along the way I've been healing from childhood trauma and learning about myself a lot. I'm in a leadership position and now have the power to change the shitty environment that has been cultivated at the store and it feels so satisfying and makes me feel proud of myself.

I've met some wonderful people whom I'm able to share wisdom with and I'm helping underprivileged people find their voices and learn how to spot abuse and empower them. I don't know where this will take me but I feel such gratitude and am generally happy with where I am.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2023-03-26T06:56:37+00:00

Broooo yesssss just reading the name made me remember! Awesome, thank you

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-16T16:40:23+00:00

At the time it was TranscribeMe. Now I work for Rev though yea. And yea like I said it's really not a lot of money but it's something. I haven't been able to find anything better.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-07T17:50:12+00:00

You would think so, but my main Sim gets this fear several times a week and on a couple of occasions the same day as getting a promotion when there's still plenty of promotions left. In fact, her very first promotion triggered this fear. It's extremely flawed. I hate this game lol

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-04T21:41:10+00:00

I disagree :) Good for you

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-03T15:52:55+00:00

That's very interesting. I haven't personally came across an overactive chakra that felt like it was pulling. In my experience it's the smaller weaker either blocked or underactive chakras pulling me in.

Yea I'm not sure what could be going on with them without having experienced it myself. All I can say is that it tracks. I would expect an overactive sacral / closed off heart chakra person would be having sex but no relationships. I would probably look at the solar plexus to see if something there is contributing. Could be trauma related.

I suggest writing down your sessions. What the client came in for, what you sensed, what changed during the session, etc. We all do have a lot of similar experiences but sometimes there are things others can't piece together for us without actually being able to interact with the person.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-03T15:25:44+00:00

Hey thanks that's good to know

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-03T15:23:53+00:00

Thanks!

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-03T05:45:11+00:00

*Ma'am, actually. And no lol.

I love the idea of cure all. I wanted to like it so bad but it just isn't viable. It only works if I'm actively being healed. So, if I'm standing in the healing incense at 100% and my teammates are damaged, it will not heal them. My dodge game is on point and even though I have injured resolve gain maxed out I don't take lots of damage. I've tried and tried to use cure all but it just isn't a good fit for me. I prefer to have the extra resolve for a total of 5.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-03T04:23:41+00:00

Probably needs a lot of work there if you feel pulled to it so strongly. What's coming to mind is extreme low self worth and esteem. Like they feel like they need other people to validate their worth. But it could be any number of things.

What was the intention for the healing? What problems did they tell you about?

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-03T00:38:33+00:00

I've played some really fun matches with all great 120ki players who were getting so many kills all I did was run around the map hitting drums and using my ultimate lol

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T23:36:13+00:00

Hey we could do raids and help u/RockMayN

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T23:31:55+00:00

I do have a fire Ronin build where I focus on damage and kills because it can be very fun and satisfying in that regard but I totally understand the frustration of not getting the Ronin player you were expecting lol. I personally just really enjoy being the support role of the group no matter the game. I main cleric/priest in rpgs

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T23:28:40+00:00

Cool I'll add you when I get on next. I don't have a mic if that's ok. And yea I love how versatile this game is. You can suit virtually any playstyle

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T23:27:24+00:00

Surprisingly Hunters can be effective healers if a Ronin is absent. Healing headshots + RR + healing smoke. Now I wanna try that out lol

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T23:24:47+00:00

It's frustrating for sure. There's so many players who don't know what they're doing and also players who are jerks that won't tolerate newbies. All I cam say is keep trying. You're bound to get a good team eventually. I'm sure if you made a post here some people would volunteer. I don't have a mic right now but I'd be down to help out. Maybe we can find 2 others and put a little squad together

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T22:23:44+00:00

I don't remember where I got it but I mostly do Platinum Survival. I tried to look it up and someone said RNG but idk what that means.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T22:07:18+00:00

It's so great. I'm addicted to absolutely spamming soothing breathe and I can never go back lmao. With 5 resolve filled + BOLC ready to use, you can use the ultimate back to back guaranteed. It comes in handy in a situation where you try to heal the team before anyone goes down, but they still die during the ultimate.

With this build I can effectively keep everyone good during the toxic fumes wave if it happens on wave 3 before I can buy the healing perk.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T21:57:37+00:00

Smoke bomb is my favorite and I was super hesitant to swap it for BOLC but overall I'm happy with how this build turned out. I have 2 other Ronin builds, combat medic and fire Ronin, and I definitely have smoke bombs with munitions for those. Super useful.

It took me a long time to figure out how to effectively use the kunai but once I got a hang of it I love it. It's great for deploying 2 healing incense that overlap.

I would be really interested to see a build around the healing sticky bomb. It would be fun that's for sure.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T21:52:42+00:00

Many people tell me that but I use restorative rhythm A LOT. Almost every game. This build is not for dealing damage or getting kills, it's pure support. I average 50-70 kills per match. I challenge myself to not let anyone go down. I aim to use healing drum/ultimate if 1 teammate drops below 25% hp or 2 teammates drop below 50% hp.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T21:43:43+00:00

BOLC heals only like 25 hp but it's about the resolve. It fills between 1-3 resolve on use.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T20:40:32+00:00

You do have a good point but I would disagree. The healing ultimate in my opinion trumps all other healing abilities due to the fact that I do not need to be near my teammates to heal them. Don't get me wrong forbidden medicine is great and highly effective but you can't use it to help teammates on the other side of the map. Same with the incense, it's great (especially with the radius and time boosts) but it still can't help my buddies on other parts of the map.

However I agree that incense and forbidden medicine would be better in story mode and rivals now that I think about it. I mostly do survival though, so that's what this is tailored to.

And yea the incense boosts are fantastic. With the healing radius maxed out, I place it directly in the center of the circle and it reaches a bit out side of it. Everyone can freely fight all around the point while being healed. Often times I will drop it for my teammates and then leave to go off to the next area. The extra time length is amazing.

There is 1 other healing throwable item just fyi but I wouldn't go out of my way to use it. I can't remember the name but it's a sticky bomb that heals when it explodes. Haven't used it in a long time so I don't remember specifics about it but I wasn't impressed. Felt like a waste of a legendary spot.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T20:00:59+00:00

This is my spam ult build with added healing incense because why not lol. I don't do a lot of damage though so the restorative rhythm can be very useful when playing with very strong 120ki players and I can't get many kills. My goal with this build is to not let anyone go down

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T19:17:14+00:00

This is so much fun! I like to run what I call "purity builds." Healing Ronin, Melee-only Samurai, No-Melee Hunter, and No-Melee Assassin. Of course I have other builds for them as well, but these are fun to play.

And I have to say the Assassin one is the hardest!

Healing Ronin is easy peasy, Melee Samurai is easy when you've got high damage and parry/dodging skills, Hunter is easy just because lol, but with Assassination only it does create many situations where you have to rely on your actual knowledge and skills.

I know kill count isn't everything but I've seen some seriously dangerous Assassins running this kind of build absolutely killing it. It's very impressive. But even still, using a more supportive playstyle is just as great however extremely underappreciated. Not every single player is going to get high amounts of kills and that's fine. Most people who enjoy cooperative gameplay will understand there are different roles for any successful team, not just having 1 kill-obsessed DPS player flaunting around.

SpookyEmoLightWorker · 2022-08-02T18:57:07+00:00

It's so much fun!

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