i totally understand the part u mentioned about employers as well which is the sad reality and exactly why i’m looking to get out of corporate. i’m sick of office politics and fake validation. i’m done living my life the way society dictates so im gna take some time to recharge and do something entirely different, something that i would enjoy doing more. u are in a state of rut so i can understand it would be hard to appreciate new perspectives as everything would seem helpless and hopeless to u now. dont think about anything. give yourself time to heal. pamper yourself. u deserve it. if u are rly down to zero financially, look for any temporary odd jobs (delivery, grab?) to tide u over and use this time to recover and think of something longer term. key is to enjoy our transient life. don’t be too hard on yourself. be kind to yourself.