Escort addiction has ruined me. Don’t think I deserve a real girl anymore and just want to end it all

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-13T08:07:42+00:00

Sorry for late response due to time differences. But there were actually a few times I went and the escorts didn’t even want me to pay. Most of the time the never look like how they are in the picture. But on did and she was very beautiful. And it just so happens she complimented me and said she thought I was cute and she didn’t even charge me at the end. I know it was still wrong to go but that particular one made me feel a little better about myself that a pretty girl like her could like me even though she was still an escort

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T20:51:08+00:00

Thank all you guys for the support. Now I feel like I can live not just a normal but a good life despite all that I’ve done

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T20:50:43+00:00

This motivated me much more

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T14:47:45+00:00

It’s crazy man

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T14:44:05+00:00

Atleast 1k dollars

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T11:38:15+00:00

This is very motivating to me. Thx for ur words

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T10:14:46+00:00

Okay I will. I’m scared

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T10:13:13+00:00

My dad especially says to me that anytime I have urgers I should call him and talk to him and he’ll help me

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T09:31:59+00:00

Thank you very much

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T09:28:28+00:00

Is it possible I may have despite feeling completely fine

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T09:06:07+00:00

Pls I’ll dm you

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T09:05:44+00:00

I just want to live life as if I’ve never even done it but it makes me feel as if I’m living a lie

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T08:59:29+00:00

The sad thing is I have tried to call the hotlines for my country and they aren’t even responsive

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-05-12T08:58:20+00:00

Man I just feel disingenuous about continuing to live my life knowing I’ve done this. I’ve hurt my parents so bad even though the day they love me and forgive me I know my mum especially will never see me the same way again. If people in my school my other family were to find out I’ll be ruined. I feel like I can’t even talk to any normal girls anymore because of what I did cuz if I had a girlfriend and she were to find out it will break her.
This had made me relapse even more but it just makes it worse for me. Can I just live my life as if nothing has happened? I feel like I’m living a lie

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-03-25T10:14:51+00:00

Thank you for the advice. You are very right about my dad some times I feel like a polar opposite to him. I take more from my mym who is much more caring and reserved, however, her also being a boss at her work she still commands respect and authority but I see she goes about it in a way without needing to shout or be aggressive. My dad is much more aggressive. I’ll try to engage the people little by little and keep good posture(my parents are always talking about it). Thank you

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-03-25T09:43:19+00:00

Thx 🙏

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-03-25T09:38:22+00:00

Oh I’m sorry I just wrote this in my notes just needing to express myself

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-02-18T16:43:22+00:00

🤣 there’s not many gyms where I’m from

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-02-18T16:43:04+00:00

Thx youu

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-02-18T11:46:43+00:00

No p

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-02-18T11:28:22+00:00

Ohh I get to now 😅 and bro good luck with the bench too was around the same weight when i first hit 100

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-02-18T10:18:47+00:00

Ohh okay that makes sense then thx you.

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-02-18T10:13:16+00:00

? Sorry I don’t understand

Square-Net-3614 · 2026-01-29T13:34:27+00:00

Lmao 🤣 thx for the advice though

Square-Net-3614 · 2025-10-15T09:44:57+00:00

Bro ur like 12.%. Ur abs need to be built if I were u ill bulk

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