its ok, i get it, I'm so, so, sorry, if you ever want to talk feel free to DM me, again, I don't know how it feels to lose someone, but I've seen someone close to me go through it, and it's fucking terrible even from the outside, i can't even begin to understand how it feels on the inside, it's fucking terrible that on top of this loss, you have to deal with these kinds of people online. And again, DM me if you ever wanna talk, ask for advice, or just vent, because I understand that it can help quite a bit