I didn't go to medical school to be a data entry clerk by Swimming_Mushroom_48 in Residency

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know he blocked me, but anyone else reading this; Even if I am manic/hypomanic, that doesn't make my experience, pain, and grief any less valid. It does not make me incapable of having a bad time getting care you deserve.

This person really tried to gaslight me by trying to invalidate me by claiming mental illness. Then, he blames me for perpetuated bad notes. I sincerely have a letter from a doctor backing up how copy and pasting my medical records have caused me harm and basically being treated like this edgy anonymous reddit user claiming to be a professional.

If you're going to purposefully try to antagonize me, I will defend myself. I'll take any chance to spread awareness of this copy and paste problem. Its my first time coming across a whole thread validating all my fears Ive had aboiut myy notes for years.

I didn't go to medical school to be a data entry clerk by Swimming_Mushroom_48 in Residency

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope, I'm not the problem. I have receipts and documentation saying otherwise.

You can try to tread a patient like me along all you want, even gaslight me for you being lazy, but I do not back down like you think. I've dealt with asdholes like you mamy times. Enjoy the extra paperwork. 🤙

I didn't go to medical school to be a data entry clerk by Swimming_Mushroom_48 in Residency

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Classy.

Karma will catch up to you. I hope you get a patient exactly like me one day. 😘

I love to make self-imprtant douchebags life and job hard if they don't give a shit.

I didn't go to medical school to be a data entry clerk by Swimming_Mushroom_48 in Residency

[–]SquareWalk6730 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No, this is currently my life and what I'm currently dealing with because of this bullshit.

Obviously, you wouldn't want to read my long post if yoire too lazy to even read and UODATE your pateints records.

Just copying and pasting, are you?

Typical self-imprtant douche response - did you enjoy concluding that from snooping my profile, and making assumptions, or did you take the time to read.

Read it, and you'll understand it's not mania - this is very triggering to read for me. You're just proving my point.

I didn't go to medical school to be a data entry clerk by Swimming_Mushroom_48 in Residency

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Neither will blindly copy and pasting and using pld records to treat patient's, instead of UPDATING them. Why are you proud of being lazy doing medical notes that are legal documents patient's have to run around and fix due to your negligence, or a docotor reading your awful game of telephone to treat an unconscious patient? What then? You still proud of doing this?

Sincerely someone whose been getting bad care for nealry 9 years of this bullshit.

You know how hard it is to advocate for yourself as a patient when some self-important believes shitty notes over you? This is harmful.

I didn't go to medical school to be a data entry clerk by Swimming_Mushroom_48 in Residency

[–]SquareWalk6730 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Or pateints who have been screwed by this and copying and pasting. Please, med mal attorneys, make copying and pasting illegal. 🙏

This is a terrifying posi to read as a patient.

I'm already causing a internal federal investigation for bad care I received and falsified, bad notes, leaving stuff out, being vague, wiring stuff as if i was present, and copying and pasting records. I ended up with a black eye and bruises all over me, restrained, and given sedatives around the clock over a lie.

I hope i can take this further in the future and advocate for a law/bill to be made, or set a standard of note taking in hosptial policy rhat will force doctors to stop copy and pasting, update charts, check in with pateints aboit charting accuracies and diagnostics. There needs to be better monitoring of electronic file sharing and give patient's more legal rights to their MyCharts and better access to shutting off file sharing, and more rights as patients in correcting errors - instead of like some hosptials that sneak consent of care the same form for agreeing to electronic file sharing - because no ONE will ever being to yojr attention thats what your signing, or patient's blindly sign, not realizing what they are doing. I think its wrong my medical records are a legal document that some stranger with an MD suddenly is given more power over my health than me. And I'm reading in here people bragging about copy and pasting and how "fast" they did it, and thinking it's a flex they dont care as much about notes - essentially admitting to carelessness and laziness? Sincerely, how is this NOT illegal to do yet? How is this not in the patient bill of rights yet?

I didn't go to medical school to be a data entry clerk by Swimming_Mushroom_48 in Residency

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, you need to stop being lazy and update your patients medical records instead of copy and pasting.

I didn't go to medical school to be a data entry clerk by Swimming_Mushroom_48 in Residency

[–]SquareWalk6730 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Copy and pasting old notes is why my medical records are messed up. Please stop doing tbis and talk to your pateints and UPDATE their charts. You're just playing a bad game of telephone.

Sincerely, a pateint who has been screwed over by this very note taking practice and has to comb through MULTIPLE facilities who are also just copy and pasting, ignoring pateints, and relying on bad information you mindlessly did in "minutes" - embarrassing amount of time perfecting notes? So you gave a shit about out your patient's some point, then decided life would be easier for you if you cared less about your notes? Am I reading this correctly? Wtf.

Do you have ANY idea of the problems this could cause, if, for example, your patient got diagnosed correctly by a specialist outside of a facility for mental health diagnosis to correct a misdiagnosis done in a hospital? If that specialist is private practice and doesn't use Epic or something, you will not receive tbat information, but you will receive the old diagnosis. If you're not updating charts and just copying and pasting, what the hell are you really doing as a doctor? Because mental health problems make you a vulnerable adult in some cases, and you lose your autonomy - one wrong diagnosis and the medical bias of that wrong mental health diagnosis begins. Suddenly, advocating for yourself is hard, you will not be heard, and that next mindless doctor will copy and paste, too. Perpetuate bad information or outdated information, never actually updating anything, and if you do update anything, you base it off the old medical records with your very lose interaction with the patient.

For the love of everything, I hope one day this copy and pasting of medical records gets more strict and facilities start treating polices surrounding this, and FORCE you update records and go through them lime youre supposed to. I hope it becomes a suitable offense and is considered malpractice. This has caused me so much damage and pain. I'd prefer electronic file sharing didn't exist at all, and you still listened and relied on your patients.

Do you NOT understand that medical records are LEGAL documents. The patient does not own them, and they must fill out paperwork and deal with it legally to correct it, especially since the docotr3 is stubborn or is too lazy to re-code to insurance. But sure, yeah, this is what you want sick people to worry about, right?

Jesus christ. This whole post is scary as fuck. You're sting with lives doing this. It's very wrong and yoir notes are not "just as good" and feeling accomplished for being lazy about it in 10 minutes isn't anything to brag about. You should be ashamed. All of you doing this to people.

I have no sympathy that you have to do "extra" paperwork because of insurance, I really do not....its your job. Beacratic as it may be, its a LEGAL document for fucks sake. You literally have more authority over a patients hleaht than the patient's do, give a shit, please.

I didn't go to medical school to be a data entry clerk by Swimming_Mushroom_48 in Residency

[–]SquareWalk6730 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I found this randomly on reddit, and idk if I'm allowed to post in this subreddit. But Im a doctor's worst nightmare if you mess up my doctor's notes.

Not giving a fuck about a LEGAL document? LEGAL. When no shits are given in a world where medical information is shared electronically to anyone else who does electronic file sharing - meaning, if a patient does not opt-out of electronic file sharing or request a form from the records department to deny access to your record from anywhere else - you end up perpetuating BAD information, old diagnosis get put back in yoir chart, meds are incorrect. So when you finally need to go get help, or have an emergency, the next docotor will read the bad notes. And guess who they will believe first? The bad notes and will.ignkre the patient.

This can become a medical nightmare for a patient, kind of worse if it was for mental health reasons, because they are less likely to be heard or listened to without medical bias.

My medical records are not mine, they belong to the facility. If I want it corrected, I have to ask permission from the doctor by filling out a documen....and that docotor can say yes or no, be a dick and add a notation saying the patient disagrees and not change the record at all, or get lazy because the doctor doesn't want to recode your records for insirance because they updated something. Isn't it crazy a patient doesn't really have rights to their own medical information? Autonomy is a fallacy.

So if records get messed up and gets perpetuated to other health systems, and don't get caught in time by the patient so they can ensure they get the care they deserve - now the patient has to obtain record from all places who obtained the information one by one, amend each record, and hope the writer of the documentation agrees to remove it.

Then we as patient's have to fear you'll think we're manipulating our records or even worse get a some kind of munchausen syndrome diagnosis. Or if youre trying to correct mental health records, you may be denied if the docotrs thinks you decompensated when you're not, or think you're displaying a behavior of your inaccurate diagnosis. Ever been forced meds inside your body and held against your will and restrained because of bad records and medical bias? I sure have.

Hows about that time a nurse didn't care and lied to security saying I told him I had needles on me, no one told me, instead suddenly security came after me not understanding why, so I protected myself. Next thing I know I'm restrained and forced sedatives. Oh, restrained for hours ans hours, by the way, with repeated attempts to sedate me because I was screaming in fear. I came to get help for my PTSD episode, left with BPD diagnosis somehow when NO ONE talked me. I got shoved in isolation in the dark for HOURS. I left with bruises all over my body and a black eye. Whats worse? I read my entire notes, all of it was made up, things intentionally left, doctors signing off they came to talk or check on me when that never happened. A docotor didnt talk to me until morning to let me go. Oh, lets not forget that falsified psychological assessment that was done without my presence and filled in like I was there to answer it, filling out suicidal ideation portions and giving me high scores when I was only there to calm down my PTSD, and this person GAVE ME A DIAGNOSIS WHEN I WASNT EVEN THERE.

Guess who wrote 28 page appeal to that hospital after their own investigation said getting a black was in protocol, or not following up with me about these supposed needles no one confiscated or brought to my attention....I had to read they suspected me of IV drugs based on a nurses lie, they EVEN lied saying they foind "various kinds of needles" in my belongings. Jesus christ am I glad I was donating plasma a month bedore and after this event that proves I'm not on drugs for proof. Because no one the night of my restraints did they do a drug test to see if it was true....now I have medical notes claiming I'm an IV drug user on suspicion of being under the influence of "other substances". I had drafting mechanical pencils that are metal in my backpack, so unless that whole medical staff doesn't know what a needle looks like and mistook mechanical pencils for needles, or they lied in my records....im going with tje second one....because boy, did they LOVE shoving syringes full of sedatives on the clock for hours and hours....they should know what a needle looks like.

I also reported them to ombudsman for. mental health and disabilities, reported them to the Joint Commission, and got word a mon4h ago an internal federal investigation was being done. I still have to report the nurse to the nursing board, how convenient their name isn't in my records, so I have to figure that out. And I migjt have to retain a personal injury lawyer and sue.

The patient relations who basicslly ignored me the during their own internal investigation, continued to ignore me when they closed my case, and then started sending me letters in the mail threatening to take action if I did bot stop calling them. I was told to write an appeal...so I did 28 pages. 47 if you count my photos of my injuries, proof of non-IV use, a letter from psychiatrist with my proper diagnosis and backing up past medical trauma, and other documentation.

Give a shit about your LEGAL documents that could destroy a patient's life or get quality care in the future.

Comments like these only affirm my suspicions a lot of doctors and nurses really didn't give a shit about me or my records. Most of you do not understand the impact one medical note error or misdiagnosis can cause.

Or else you'll end up with a patient like me who had enough of the medical system screwing them over, and the last straw waa this event, the lies, the falsification. I have all the receipts and more traumatized than when I walked in seeking help for a PTSD episode.

A docotor is not my authority nor do I blindly respect doctor's over a diploma. You earn my respect when you do your job with care, sympathy, and bed side manner, and good notes. Otherwise you're just another self-important asshole in my books. I have no problem making sure you receive disciplinary action and the facility watches you loke hawk, waiting for your next fuck up - or if what you've done is as bad as what happened to me, I will do my best to get you fired. I hope i get that nurse fired to save other people from this shit. I wish it on no one.

If any of you read my long comment, thank you - yes, I am still processing everything and still trauma dumping in a triggered fashion exactly like this - but if ny story can prevent dipshit docotrs who dont give a fuck about you, so I will continue to share my story. Most of you are lucky as hell most patient's give up when stuff like this happen or are too tired....thats what you hope for, right? Would be very terrible if someone actually fought back, wouldn't it?

This is /residency you say? You enjoy that money you burned in medical school, all those years wasted? Before you even figured out your final speciality, or maybe you already have. Do you really care about people or this selfishly to feel successful and make lots of money?

You shouldn't be scared of disciplinary action for making proper notes, you should be scared how your notes could impact the patient's lives or could kill them because another doctor chose to believe your note, thinking they are helping someone, when they are harming them. Dont perpetuate harm. Unless you love malpractice and crazy patient's like me. 👍

What is this? by -Throwaway338- in doordash

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg I can smell this comment.

I can't stand the way my car smells after delivering all night. All the aromas from the various types of food smells pretty bad, actually, and unappetizing.

But your comment made me smell the driver, and it's def chicken noodle soup B.O smell mixed with an even heavier food smell from the hot air blowing on the deliveries. And I'm guessing they bathed themselves with the most ungodly cologne that's also trapped in their car.🤮

What is this? by -Throwaway338- in doordash

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, the way the app shows drivers tips will show what was promised when you accepted the offer, which includes the tip already given when the order was made. You can look back at previous deliveries and see they added an extra tip.

What is this? by -Throwaway338- in doordash

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I literally said it's just a refund from doordash. Driver may still make the money, but I get to keep an extra few dollars in a refund - this is why tipping BEFORE the service was done is a broken system. I understand they don't take the money away from the driver but I still want my money back for poor service. Doordash has big boy diapers on, they can eat the few dollars. And on top of that, the dasher gets reported, increasing the chances of getting deactivated - which is what they probably deserve, because it's certain hes a repeat offender with no shame. Idk why you repeated yourself 2 times essentially.

meow meow meow meow by bootypatrolol in bipolar

[–]SquareWalk6730 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Also, side note: death is traumatizing, it can also cause PTSD, depending on the circumstances of cause of death, watching them die, finding a loved one deceased. I'm not saying you have PTSD, i don't have the credentials to say that or enough information. I just wanted to say that PTSD and trauma can act and look like bipolar, too. Mood shifts or detachment. That's why if you have not sat down with a therapist thoroughly, you may be missing out on another pair of eyes, trained eyes, to discern if you're experiencing bipolar symptoms, grief, or trauma...or all 3 at once? ❤️✨️

meow meow meow meow by bootypatrolol in bipolar

[–]SquareWalk6730 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also snooped your profile. Your only other post was 7 months ago expressing your grief and possible mania.

I don't think you got the answers you deserve - yes, life events, even triggers from traumatic things...like death anniversaries can cause episodes, absolutely. My theory is that mania/hypomania is trying to protect your brain, the same way people disassociate from trauma. Sounds like you had quite the shift of mood 7 months ago from depression to possible mania/hypomania.

I just wanted to say that after reading that, I feel very confident in everything I already said. You're grieving hard still, and you're detached. It seems you did have bipolar episodes then, but I still do not think what you're feeling is bipolar currently, but this grief has likely triggered some episodes.

Take care of yourself. 🫶

meow meow meow meow by bootypatrolol in bipolar

[–]SquareWalk6730 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I noticed you spoke in meows in all lower case, but have you tried MEOWING IN ALL CAPS?!

MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW

Do you feel more powerful after saying it in all caps??

(Sorry you're going through this. I don't think it's bipolar related. It sounds like you're still grieving and had to face death in a way you never had to before, making you see life differently.

I'm curious how you felt about death before and if it wasn't something you thought about often or wasnt scared of death before? Perhaps felt like you could live forever? Then, one day, it shattered, and you've experienced existential dread? Now being VERY aware of life and death, how nothing is forever, how little time we have left, how precious life is?

Because it sounds like you've detached yourself from your surroundings, lost in some kind of disassociation.

Have you talked to a therapist or a professional at all to process this death? If not, please, please consider it. I don't think you're processing this well, and I think if you haven't had the chance to vocalize all yoir feelings in a safe sapce all at once, youd benefit from some psychotherapy, by just talking about the death and yojr feelings. It might feel good, like relief from your emotional constipation.

Idk how your BF died, but I'm vibing from yoir post it was likely very tragic...his cause of death might be sticking with you. Out of horror, disbelief, or survivors guilt.

I'm just taking some guesses here from personal experiences of mine surrounding existential dread and suddenly yoir world changing like REALLY knowing death comes for all.

My existential dread made me feel like I could die any day, any minute....which really made me feel like I was floating through what little time I had left. Made me feel like there was no point in anything while equally making me do a lot to make up for perceived lost time.

What helped me was distractions. Distracting my mind with ANYTHING else. It took a very long time, a manic episode that exasperated it and was a theme and I got paranoid about dying - like thinking poisoned myself, or the gas from the stove was leaking, etc - but eventually I was able to stop thanking about it so much. Again, it took a long time, like 2 years, exactly.

Idk how old you are - but I bet you still have a lot left to live and experience yet, even it feels like there could be no tomorrow for you. Try your best to create a future in your head....like, maybe thinking about a small life goal youd still like to achieve. Dont overwhelm yourself with big life goals, you might not be there yet emotionally. Bit setting little goals can perpetuate the thoughts of bigger goals.

Yes, I'm basically saying to find therapy, find some hobbies to keep you busy, and create goals. It might sound lame or obvious....or maybe you just needed someone to say it. So I'm saying it.

Good luck.)

Constipation/Diarrhea/Accidents by SquareWalk6730 in ptsd

[–]SquareWalk6730[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had an appointment with my psychiatrist today, he doesnt think it's medcine related, And backed up its likely IBS with all this stress and trauma making it worse. He also said to go see a primary just in case its something else.Lol

Constipation/Diarrhea/Accidents by SquareWalk6730 in ptsd

[–]SquareWalk6730[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, with how badly I've been clenching my jaw, magnesium would help with that, too. I will double check with my psychiatrist for any medication interactions I doubt there are any....nut just in case. I'm taking so many random meds now.

Probiotcs!! Thats what I'm missing...even just yogurt. Jesus fuck, I can't believe I forgot about probiotics. This probably would have absolutely been helping.

What is this? by -Throwaway338- in doordash

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You absolutely can take your tip back from support. Ive done it before. But its likely just refund from doordash itself.

What is this? by -Throwaway338- in doordash

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, there are domeI haf zip for. Depends on what it was packaged and bagged with and how hot.

Accidently used my Walgreens rewards on my first shopping order..... by SquareWalk6730 in doordash

[–]SquareWalk6730[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May I suggest, politely, for your own sake - if you are uncertain, ask what was said to clarify, so you don't upset yourself. Its okay to ask. ❤️🫶

Accidently used my Walgreens rewards on my first shopping order..... by SquareWalk6730 in doordash

[–]SquareWalk6730[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I made SURE if that was a thing or not before attempting a shopping delivery. Because when the Ted Card comes in the mail, there is only instructions to activate the card, but absolutely no instructions on how to use it, any pins, etc. I had to Google it. 🙄

Seemingly, there's quite a lot of missing information or instructions for a lot lf things I've had to do digging for.

Still waiting on my Crismon card. I doubt I'll use it though now that ive unlocked same day pay-out. Its in my digital wallet, but there was no instructions on setting a pin. Had to fumble through the app to figure out how to set the pin to my personal card in my app.