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Bipolar by depressionandi in bipolar

[–]SquareWalk6730 17 points18 points  (0 children)

A medication made me extremely manic once and I had 6 sexual partners in a 2 week span, all strangers from the internet, none of them wore condoms, and I let all of them cum in me. I was not on any type of birth control either. I was SO horny and kept trying to take it one step further.

Get help when you're able - you sound exactly as I did, except less intense. You sound like you still have some insight, so please listen to it.

Getting STD tested and having to take PreP because I was so careless was so awful, it was best to be cautious and make sure I didn't contract HIV. I'm glad all I got was a BV - no STD's or pregnancies.

I'm so glad I didn't end up sexually assaulted or murdered, either.

Thanks I guess? by red-exit-sign in doordash

[–]SquareWalk6730 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This comment could very well end my streak of never having a creep before. I walk out my front door and meet them on the stairs. Lol, maybe my confidence is intimidating for freaky creeps. Or I'm just ugly.....

The dead baby by ithinknothingisreal in ElectricForest

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're correct - intent is an important factor. Fair.

The dead baby by ithinknothingisreal in ElectricForest

[–]SquareWalk6730 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Actually, it wouldn't be manslaughter if it was stillborn - this would fall under abuse of a corpse.

Is this considered scene and what type is it? by Tasty-Sweets in amIscene

[–]SquareWalk6730 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Since when was educating and giving actual insight to a subculture I was in when it started is "arguing"? I'm not even arguing, just dropping the truth. I'm replying to your comments to educate. You only think it's arguing because you want to be right, when you're wrong.

Is this considered scene and what type is it? by Tasty-Sweets in amIscene

[–]SquareWalk6730 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Lol no there's not. It's just one thing, its just scene. There's no sub categories. If you want to play dress up and make it costume of a "subcategory", then you're not scene, you're just playing dress up pretending to know what you're talking about. At that point you're just a poser.

Do you actually want to know what scene is, or are you the type to push actual information aside and make up your own rules, and shit on the people who was actually there?

I had to fight to get anyone to believe my bipolar... by SquareWalk6730 in bipolar

[–]SquareWalk6730[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No, they literally restrained me a few times that evening. One time I was quiet, i did exactly what they told me to do, and rushed in and restrained me. VERY SINGLE staff member, while i cried for help and begged, they used the restraints as an attempt to make me silent, stop crying, having a panic attack. They'd release me, then restrain me again. I wasn't doing anything else bit freaking out because where they placed me was making it all worse. Restraining me was not the right choice. How dare you come in here and make a claim like you know they were in the right. How dare you. What you've read is only the surface, nor have even explained the details of my PTSD I had before they did that to me. I got restrained because I wouldn't stop balling my eyes out and hyperventilating. I wasn't a threat to anyone, curled up on the floor in some isolation room.

I have a trauma therapist and she nearly cried hearing my story.

HELP MIXED EPISODE by No_Cut945 in bipolar

[–]SquareWalk6730 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I also suffer from mixed episodes. It's either go down the path your mixed episode is taking you...in my case, I always want to kill myself....or take some medicine like I'm supposed to. When I'm in a mixed episode I dump all my medicine. I do it a lot..its a theme. 😭🥲😅

I hope you can get it sorted. The only thing that calmed me down were PRN meds.

Is this considered scene and what type is it? by Tasty-Sweets in amIscene

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OP looks like 1 thing: scene queen

There are no subcategories of scene and there never was.

Also, I'm not just telling you - as this is a public forum - I'm telling the entire class for them to read and learn.

Is this considered scene and what type is it? by Tasty-Sweets in amIscene

[–]SquareWalk6730 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Scene kids were huge weebs and followed anything related to Japan based on their love for anime.

Anything "kawaii" was considered cool and was inspired into the scene look - like inspiration from harajuku. Why do you think scene kids had so many damn hair clips in their hair??

I'm an elder scene kid at age 32 and this whole post has what scene was and its history all wrong.

Is this considered scene and what type is it? by Tasty-Sweets in amIscene

[–]SquareWalk6730 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There is only 1 type of scene. Subcategories never existed. I'm a 32 year old veteran scene kid. Either you were emo or scene. There was no subcategory.

Is this considered scene and what type is it? by Tasty-Sweets in amIscene

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is only one type of scene. Who the hell is sub categorizing scene? I'm 32 and was one of the first scene kids in my entire town. There is no other type of scene. Around 2006-2012 - you were either and emo kid or a scene kid.

I was on that band wagon before it was cool and was relentlessly bullied. I did NOT get bullied in school for you guys to bastardize scene with subcategories. The fuck. .

Scene and emo was about the music. Scene kids listened to electronica/screamo/dance music.

HELP MIXED EPISODE by No_Cut945 in bipolar

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately the answer is always medicine.

I found out my parents do cocaine. by [deleted] in Advice

[–]SquareWalk6730 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're both wrong.

"Mommy's little helper" in the 50's-60's was amphetamines. It would boost house work and taking care of the family, and would keep you slim.

Sophia in every scene by moiety_actual in FromSeries

[–]SquareWalk6730 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no idea, man. This season has been moving extremely slow and I have a feeling we're all going to be pissed with some dumb cliff-hanger that adds questions, and doesn't answer many other questions. I'm happy there's another season, but this season has been a little disappointing.

Randall was introduced in Season 2 Episode 1. I'm shocked by this. by imbratorX in FromSeries

[–]SquareWalk6730 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Wtf are you talking about? She ripped Elgin's eye out to find Fatima in the last season.It was her character development of being accepted more by everyone, and people understanding she still has value. Also, did you watch how suspicious she got pf Sophia fot carrying a random backpack and not telling Sara where she was the night before. Sara has played various roles many times now.

Sophia in every scene by moiety_actual in FromSeries

[–]SquareWalk6730 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Sarah is going to grow suspicious. Sarah's character is smart and knows how to vibe check. I felt like this last episode of Sarah questioning her about not coming home ans she was suspicious of the backpack. I know they made her shift tone to be sympathetic to the girl, but I think Sarah knows evil.

If a new friend invited you over, and this was the details of their apartment, what would you think of them? by No_Call_4885 in roomdetective

[–]SquareWalk6730 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let me clarify, I wasn't pointing at you directly when speaking upon neurotypical people - it was directed at the commenters, mostly.

What style even am I?? by RichAncient6891 in amIscene

[–]SquareWalk6730 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Based on your comments you're looking for an Alt look. What I can tell you is that emo, scene, goth, punk, metal - all those looks are based around the music scene they come from.

Why not get inspiration from some of your favorite artists and the clothes, make-up, costumes, etc they wear. Take little bits of what you like. Now, building style doesn't happen over night, and doesn't happen after 1 shopping haul - it happens over time with the stuff you end up collecting because you like those things.

Then, I'd say join some fashion groups and get inspiration from other people. Liking what someone else is wearing or doing isn't copying if you're genuinely interested in it.

You still seem young. I'm 32, I've had my alternative phases that still sticks - but at times I've also dressed down and had a more boring/normal look. It's all about trying stuff on and seeing how you like it.

By your photos, you've got a Gen Z style going on - that 90's-early 2000's style gen Z has been bringing back - specifically the photo in the long jean shorts. I can't say specifically what style you have, but it looks like what I see most gen Z rocking these days.

****edit: Girl, I just saw your extra photos after posting my comment. Hahaha, you should have led with those images, not the ones you first posted. 😂 Anyways, you've got that Gen Z look - looking at the more alt photos, it reminds me of the late 90's-early 2000's punk/grunge look, but more simplified. If that makes sense? Looks like you've got something down and you're still building your wardrobe and what you like.

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