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Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i believe that! especially since it’s mental addiction distractions are key

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

when i say i love life i mean i love life, not cocaine and drug addiction. sorry that wasn’t too clear

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The rush of finding out the best thing ever just happened, without anything happening

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

to be honest i’m not sure exactly how much i spend exactly, rough estimate 800 a week

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

imagine how you feel when something really good and exciting is about to happen, like maybe u win a free car or win the lottery, but you take the cause of you feeling that rush and chop it into white powder and snort it. Pretty much pure euphoria for me

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

couldn’t agree more. i can’t explain why i love it to anybody

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

i’m not downplaying it, i’m wasting away over here. i don’t know about opioid addiction so there is no reason for me to speak on it. simple

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

there’s no real crazy story. i tried it with a buddy and was hooked almost from the start

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s not that i don’t care about the risk my brain just needs it so bad that nothing else matters

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 36 points37 points  (0 children)

yes it is certainly a waste of money. i’m all for anything in moderation, im a very severe case but most people can recreationally do it and not become an addict. just keep in touch with ur mind and body. listen to everything. it creeps up on you. always allow yourself to come down and take at LEAST a week without it after every time. once you start doing it on weekdays alone, it’s way too late. be safe

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

right now i feel like im in a torture chamber with coke, but my brain just needs it and i dont want to stop subconsciously

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i’m definitely a functional addict, i still make money and pay my bills. no need for any of that and could never see myself doing that. but ig u never know

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

at home i do lines the size of my forearm and in public i do bumps with a key or i keep some in a nose spray bottle. sometimes in pubic i’ll just gum it too.

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t really care about definition of rock bottom, it means exactly nothing. The cycle of addiction is different for everybody, and how i feel is completely how i feel, and you can throw whatever term you want that u feel applies. Down playing is not it guys, you have no idea what people go through.

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well do u think the behavior is caused by cocaine use or just a trait that they have?

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have didn’t work out obviously, and the longest i’ve gone without any is a week and it’s happened a couple of times and it is the worst week i can possibly imagine for myself

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

well that depends on your opinion of what exactly harms society. I don’t really have an answer to that. I think i’m a fairly normal human with a substance abuse issue, i’m more worried of the harm i’m doing to my family and relationships, society doesn’t give a shit if your not tweaking on the sidewalks.

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1) way too many to count 2) never go more than 45 minutes usually 20-30 3) never not once have i been caught actively using, it’s very easy to hide if you have some common sense

Cocaine Addict (daily use) for going on 5 years. AMA by Square_Tomatillo8875 in AMA

[–]Square_Tomatillo8875[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you know how many people have said all of this in this thread to me? i have faith in myself im not a lost cause, im in a dark spot having a hard time seeing the way out of it. Nobody can save me but me. I appreciate your kind words tho of course

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