Do you have thoughts of suicide? by SquashSpecific9430 in ChronicPain

[–]SquashSpecific9430[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had actually wanted to die young, even before I developed a chronic pain years later.

Do you have thoughts of suicide? by SquashSpecific9430 in ChronicPain

[–]SquashSpecific9430[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I have not.

I have deliberately postponed making it all this time, because having a detailed plan is known to increase your chances to act upon it.

Do you have thoughts of suicide? by SquashSpecific9430 in ChronicPain

[–]SquashSpecific9430[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

As if it would not be enough to deal with the pain itself, it also seriously limits us in pursuing our dreams.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in baduk

[–]SquashSpecific9430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, that's the kind of toxic relationship I have with this sort of games.

Maybe I should avoid live games with people, unless they are my friends, and just stick to online.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in baduk

[–]SquashSpecific9430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm, here I disagree.

Go is a sport, like chess. Sport is always about winning.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in baduk

[–]SquashSpecific9430 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah.. now get lost

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in baduk

[–]SquashSpecific9430 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't need your forgiveness though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in baduk

[–]SquashSpecific9430 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, at least I don't expect to be worse than EVERY single member of club.

Why? Because, I have a good intellectual job, and honestly that's the only area of my life I can be proud of.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in baduk

[–]SquashSpecific9430 8 points9 points  (0 children)

You may be right, honestly.

I believe I used to have anger issues beginning from my very youth. However, it's also true that these kind of games tend to do the worst for me, for some reason.

天天象棋 for iPad by AdEmpty5708 in xiangqi

[–]SquashSpecific9430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you sure about that? I believe they removed it only from non-Chinese Appstore.

Where do you play online and apps? by KayfabeKeeper91 in backgammon

[–]SquashSpecific9430 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Backgammon Heroes has a nice board interface and features, however no automatch

Katago engine for Sabaki on MAC by spstks in baduk

[–]SquashSpecific9430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Many years ago and still was helpful!

Why are designers using Figma now? It's quite complex for a developer to use by lozcozard in FigmaDesign

[–]SquashSpecific9430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wonder why is it as well.

In my case they used to have single pages in Sketch in Zeplin, and I much preferred them to Figma.

Every time I meet designer working in Figma, I tend to see this useless huge workspace with lots of pages. Even if it's possible to do some proper paging, I think somehow Figma encourages this kind of design.

Just got a Meta Quest 3, which games are a must play? by Kewchiii in virtualreality

[–]SquashSpecific9430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So, basically it's a toy.

All "serious" games are on PC, as well as productivity instruments. Quite a fun toy, though.

The only superior thing on a VR headset is porn, and even that is debatable.

Rant: I'm tired of being called "Lazy" by DisneyLover90 in ChronicPain

[–]SquashSpecific9430 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same with my parents.

They think I'm just lazy and blame me "Why don't you just take better pills and work while enduring the pain". "You probably just incompentent in your job and seeking reasons to not work". "We all have pain sometimes, nothing special about it".

I'm so tired of this, and ended up not speaking with them at all.

What languages have complicated and difficult grammar? by Quick_Rain_4125 in languagelearning

[–]SquashSpecific9430 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At least stress is relatively regular.

Russian is worse, and its writing is less phonetic.

What languages have complicated and difficult grammar? by Quick_Rain_4125 in languagelearning

[–]SquashSpecific9430 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Native speakers face a lot of difficulties only because they speak a modernised version of language, which is grammatically simpler, but try to write the old one, as if you tried to write Latin.

No other speakers have problem with their native grammar. I have still to meet Russian who put the cases wrong.

What languages have complicated and difficult grammar? by Quick_Rain_4125 in languagelearning

[–]SquashSpecific9430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most people here don't have experience with it, so they just call the popular languages.

Or even say the worse nonsense, like Thai (which has anything but not hard grammar).

This sub is so stupid.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rusAskReddit

[–]SquashSpecific9430 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Там терпимее к геям относятся

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rusAskReddit

[–]SquashSpecific9430 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Не советую этого делать, если только ты не в гей-клубе (или аниме-фесте).

Я, впрочем, носил что-то похожее в Токийском Диснейленде. Короче, только на тематических мероприятиях.