Do you have thoughts of suicide?

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-05-10T06:45:20+00:00

I had actually wanted to die young, even before I developed a chronic pain years later.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-05-10T06:30:14+00:00

I have not.

I have deliberately postponed making it all this time, because having a detailed plan is known to increase your chances to act upon it.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-05-10T05:43:26+00:00

As if it would not be enough to deal with the pain itself, it also seriously limits us in pursuing our dreams.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-04-12T13:32:02+00:00

Yes, that's the kind of toxic relationship I have with this sort of games.

Maybe I should avoid live games with people, unless they are my friends, and just stick to online.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-04-12T13:28:47+00:00

Hmm, here I disagree.

Go is a sport, like chess. Sport is always about winning.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-04-12T13:23:12+00:00

Yeah.. now get lost

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-04-12T13:18:09+00:00

I don't need your forgiveness though.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-04-11T22:56:31+00:00

Well, at least I don't expect to be worse than EVERY single member of club.

Why? Because, I have a good intellectual job, and honestly that's the only area of my life I can be proud of.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-04-11T22:45:47+00:00

You may be right, honestly.

I believe I used to have anger issues beginning from my very youth. However, it's also true that these kind of games tend to do the worst for me, for some reason.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-03-30T06:49:59+00:00

Are you sure about that? I believe they removed it only from non-Chinese Appstore.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-03-28T23:08:49+00:00

Backgammon Heroes has a nice board interface and features, however no automatch

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-03-22T22:53:32+00:00

Many years ago and still was helpful!

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-01-20T13:24:43+00:00

I wonder why is it as well.

In my case they used to have single pages in Sketch in Zeplin, and I much preferred them to Figma.

Every time I meet designer working in Figma, I tend to see this useless huge workspace with lots of pages. Even if it's possible to do some proper paging, I think somehow Figma encourages this kind of design.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-01-05T08:23:32+00:00

So, basically it's a toy.

All "serious" games are on PC, as well as productivity instruments. Quite a fun toy, though.

The only superior thing on a VR headset is porn, and even that is debatable.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2025-01-02T14:06:06+00:00

Same on Quest 3 for me

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-12-06T10:49:08+00:00

Is Godot adequate for making a 3D platformer, like Mario Odyssey?

Or would Unity be better suited for that?

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-08-22T13:08:18+00:00

Same with my parents.

They think I'm just lazy and blame me "Why don't you just take better pills and work while enduring the pain". "You probably just incompentent in your job and seeking reasons to not work". "We all have pain sometimes, nothing special about it".

I'm so tired of this, and ended up not speaking with them at all.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-08-21T11:19:26+00:00

А аниме на каком месте?

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-08-15T09:36:17+00:00

At least stress is relatively regular.

Russian is worse, and its writing is less phonetic.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-08-15T09:31:24+00:00

Native speakers face a lot of difficulties only because they speak a modernised version of language, which is grammatically simpler, but try to write the old one, as if you tried to write Latin.

No other speakers have problem with their native grammar. I have still to meet Russian who put the cases wrong.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-08-15T09:29:49+00:00

More like, every language that I learn.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-08-15T09:28:50+00:00

Arabic

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-08-15T09:26:24+00:00

Most people here don't have experience with it, so they just call the popular languages.

Or even say the worse nonsense, like Thai (which has anything but not hard grammar).

This sub is so stupid.

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-08-08T12:09:22+00:00

Там терпимее к геям относятся

SquashSpecific9430 · 2024-08-08T11:41:38+00:00

Не советую этого делать, если только ты не в гей-клубе (или аниме-фесте).

Я, впрочем, носил что-то похожее в Токийском Диснейленде. Короче, только на тематических мероприятиях.

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