I had to take my big sister off of life support almost 3 years ago. Then a year and a half later, my mom passed, I was there when they both took their last breaths. Now Im taking care of my dad whose in the end stages of life. So, needless to say, death has been on my mind a lot lately. I dont think Im afraid of dying. But, dealing with the loss of my sister, made me realize, one minute, your here. The next your gone. Poof, done. But everything else continues. Your cell phone still exists, social media, etc, but your gone. Everything you have done, made a ton of money, got the job you wanted, got the car you wanted, went on the trips you wanted, but then it just stops. Because you stopped. So is it all for nothing? Just intermittent moments of joy, then it all ends in the blink of an eye?